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How do you feel today, song edition


The context here is that I decided to embrace my anger last night. Not at anyone. But at my psychosis/conditioning. The one feeling I've been afraid the most to feel, is anger. Out of a perspective that I would be just like my stepmother. But that's a lie. I am not of her flesh and blood. I am not her child. My anger is justified, because I should know better and not listen to the psychological lies of a apparition of my stepmother. My psychosis is her behavior that I took personally. Trapping me in this childish fear.

No more.
 
Panic and love. Terror. Accepting the inevitable that cannot be prepared for. Vulnerability. Helplessness. Through all the fear, mercy, sympathy, and compassion for those who cannot help what they will do. But absolute trepidation of what they are capable of.

 
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