I need to find me some sort of "buffer" for my full out logical mindset. All afternoon, I have been putting my replacement drone together (yes its finally here). Now I can quit moaning about the loss of my other drone that is among the "dead" in the abyss at the lake, (I still don't know or understand what happened). I'm trying to get this thing registered on-line (kind of griped over that), and some other stuff... I'm being ASD cranky right now, or just being a full out pissy jerk... I think... Do any of you ever get like this... Just all cranked up over something stupid?
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During all this time, I have been trying to keep my sanity... So, I have been listening to some "motivational" stuff on YouTube... One great guy (who I like and admire deeply) keeps saying, that to be anyone, or do anything in todays world... you have to give 120%...
He has harped on that now for about an hour... I am now going out my head because there is NO logic in what he is saying anymore. Actually I am calling BS on all of it.
Now I ask you... In all of LIFE, is not 100% considered full, done, all charged up, all you got???
But he is saying 90-100% is not enough any more??? I want to write this truly great person (who I admire) and give him a lesson in ASD reality... but I wont ever do that of course.
In real LIFE I cant even pull off 100% mostly, and he's telling me if I cant do 120% I will never be anything in LIFE... Thanks buddy...
I must just be a jerk, or as stupid as people have told me I am, or ASD kicked in really hard... but I'm aggravated at this person. I know I probably shouldn't be... Or should I?
I want to let you explain how you feel, and deal with, what I see as "concrete constructs"... IF??? If he was joking, or making a play on words... I would get that, but he seemed as if he was not...
Now where does the other 20% come from? I need to KNOW this to understand it, to ever grasp it.
What's next? For people to demand 150%, or 1000%, or that I be full out magic, and pull a rabbit out my ... hat.
In my concrete head... If a person is going to try and "motivate" anyone (especially me) and they do not seem have to have a firm grip on concrete constructs, how am I supposed to believe a word that was said??? I may be being a jerk here... But lets find out... : )
Does anyone get just super eerked over "non-logic stuff," that is supposed to be logical, informational, etc... ?