I meant to add a hyphen. Codependent in this sense means I lack the natural ability to support myself. I can't manage things like medicine stock, food supplies, I'm always losing things like money and my phone, it'd be too stressful.
You may be short-selling yourself in having an expectation that supporting one's self comes "naturally".
-It doesn't.
It's a learning process that often occurs incrementally with time and experience. Not any form of osmosis. Where a key element to continue to succeed is on your ability to learn from your failures, and hopefully no more than one at a time in the process.
Probably not much different than becoming a parent.