You're not being rude.I know ignorance isn’t a virtue, not to sound rude but that is why I posted here in the first place. I also am unable to talk to a doctor as interacting with medical professionals as a minor requires parental consent. Or at least I think it does? Do you perhaps know of any online resources I could take a gander at?
I learnt about, and am still learning about my Borderline Personality Disorder from fellow borderline personality people online. If I have a BPD question, I will come to the BPD group and ask it. That is why we are here.
Online resources, blimey, there's loads, you can get lost in google, at least librarians would get you a book if you asked a question, ask google and it throws up 345,385,395,363+ results.