Hello Leah,
Your story is touching. I went most of my life not knowing what was "Wrong". I was misdiagnosed several times, as nobody knew what Aspergers was back then. It has been both a curse and a blessing for me. When a curse, it is the darkest thing one could ever imagine. I dare not even tell anyone what I see. When a blessing, it is the brightest, happiest world full of sunshine, flowers and rainbows.
I was glad you shared your story, and I am glad that you found us. I love your energy and look forward to hearing from you again. Thank You.