Julie Gross
None Of Your Business
I’m sad because it feels like my family hates me they always talk about me behind my back and they aren’t very nice to me to my face. Like things they say and they don’t understand me and they judge me. I don’t know what I did or what I am doing to make this happen. But it’s hard for me because at times it feels like I go nonverbal and that’s why I don’t talk much. I thought they pick on me because I’m autistic and they don’t understand me. But I don’t know. I don’t understand them either.
Also my family acts like I will end up like my aunt. I don’t know what my life is going to be like in the future and they don’t do I don’t know what they say that. My grandmother said that I look like my aunt over and over and I don’t know why she keeps saying that it seems like there is something else going on that I am missing. She died alone by the way and I don’t know what that has to with me and why they say that I am like her but it made me sad and it made me feel like they are picking on me and I wish they left me alone about it because I heard what they say about me and I heard that from them on several occasions but I never I stood why and then when I visit my grandparents they said it to my face and my uncle said that it wasn’t very nice and it feels like my family is all against me on something that I don’t understand what it is and that’s why I don’t talk to them. But I was invited to visit my grandparents because they are getting older and maybe it’s my own insecurities too that I need to work on and I try to every day. I feel left out and I feel like I am not related to them so I don’t know why it bothers me to much. It just hurts that they are mean to me. I am feeling very confused also. I can’t make up my mind either.
I feel alone when I am with my family. I don’t like them for treating me the way they do. It feels like I am abused at times too. I feel abused because my mom yells at me and treats me differently then my sisters like she treats them better than me. Like whenever I talk they don’t seem interested in what I have to say. It feels like I don’t matter anymore and that’s fine with me. I don’t care. I feel like they bother me so much.
I feel like families suck. I am never mean but they accuse me of being mean and they blame me for things. I feel like I am the scapegoat at times too. I hate when I gave them the answer they still ask me and it feels like I am invisible.
I need a counselor to talk to for free but I don’t know where to find one. I need someone to help me with my autism and my family problems. Can anyone help me? Thanks. I don’t know who to talk to about this. I don’t have anybody to talk to.
Also my family acts like I will end up like my aunt. I don’t know what my life is going to be like in the future and they don’t do I don’t know what they say that. My grandmother said that I look like my aunt over and over and I don’t know why she keeps saying that it seems like there is something else going on that I am missing. She died alone by the way and I don’t know what that has to with me and why they say that I am like her but it made me sad and it made me feel like they are picking on me and I wish they left me alone about it because I heard what they say about me and I heard that from them on several occasions but I never I stood why and then when I visit my grandparents they said it to my face and my uncle said that it wasn’t very nice and it feels like my family is all against me on something that I don’t understand what it is and that’s why I don’t talk to them. But I was invited to visit my grandparents because they are getting older and maybe it’s my own insecurities too that I need to work on and I try to every day. I feel left out and I feel like I am not related to them so I don’t know why it bothers me to much. It just hurts that they are mean to me. I am feeling very confused also. I can’t make up my mind either.
I feel alone when I am with my family. I don’t like them for treating me the way they do. It feels like I am abused at times too. I feel abused because my mom yells at me and treats me differently then my sisters like she treats them better than me. Like whenever I talk they don’t seem interested in what I have to say. It feels like I don’t matter anymore and that’s fine with me. I don’t care. I feel like they bother me so much.
I feel like families suck. I am never mean but they accuse me of being mean and they blame me for things. I feel like I am the scapegoat at times too. I hate when I gave them the answer they still ask me and it feels like I am invisible.
I need a counselor to talk to for free but I don’t know where to find one. I need someone to help me with my autism and my family problems. Can anyone help me? Thanks. I don’t know who to talk to about this. I don’t have anybody to talk to.
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