Learn to cook. It's well worth paying to do this.Food is becoming a hard thing to do because my brain is telling me that if I eat my parent's food they'll somehow use it against me.
They have always been like this, they do me a favor then charge me for it when I don't do what they want which used to make me feel guilty and easily manipulated
Cooking classes are fun, and can be quite social. All you have to be careful about is starting at the right level.
Or if you're over the initial threshold already, work on making food that can be eaten later with minimal effort.
The jacked "steroid kings" at the gym will almost certainly include guys on very strict diets who prepare their own food. Just for fun, see if you can find a cooking class by asking them
BTW - this isn't a recommendation for juicing. Even for guys there are very real health risks.