Tonight is the one month yartzheit of my father's passing. Very tired. Stomach ache. Easily frightened. Worried about Mom, because she's not answering her phone. Trying to be sunlight for others, whilst I'm so sad.
I'm so sorry. It will take a long time to adjust/accept your dad's passing and you will never forget him and what a great man he was. Check on your mom. I hope she's okay.