They are making me feel worse walking up and even worse when I go out with the same outcome.
If you read my post history, I will explain the horrible, positive dreams I have been having. I have been dreaming that a woman has befriended me and has become instant casual platonic best friends. It sucks as a dream because it is so vivid that we do crap and stuff and I hate the dream because it is long that I don't even want to wake up that I have been oversleeping more in the afternoon naps.
No matter how horrible my day went and how much I see this garbage from other people in real life and how much I am ostracized by them in real life over and over again. So bad that I keep stimming to the same music and devolve into sexual videos from various websites, some like YouTube and others here I can't mention, yet the damn dreams won't stop.
It says that stress and drinking coffee causes this. I have been drinking at least two cups of ice coffee a day because now I love it. I just want these damn dreams to end, they are too painful to endure.
If you read my post history, I will explain the horrible, positive dreams I have been having. I have been dreaming that a woman has befriended me and has become instant casual platonic best friends. It sucks as a dream because it is so vivid that we do crap and stuff and I hate the dream because it is long that I don't even want to wake up that I have been oversleeping more in the afternoon naps.
No matter how horrible my day went and how much I see this garbage from other people in real life and how much I am ostracized by them in real life over and over again. So bad that I keep stimming to the same music and devolve into sexual videos from various websites, some like YouTube and others here I can't mention, yet the damn dreams won't stop.
It says that stress and drinking coffee causes this. I have been drinking at least two cups of ice coffee a day because now I love it. I just want these damn dreams to end, they are too painful to endure.
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