I learned it's very practical to stay sober, it gives you an edge if things get out of control.
I have seen alcohol destroy many people so stay away from it, alcoholism seems to run in my
family and i think the buzz just is not worth it. Ethanol seems to me to be a very primitive
social lubricant, with horrendous side effects which can include death, it is an ugly inelegant
drug, an organic solvent, bleeerghc. However I am an advocate of the responsible use of some
currently illegal substances, i am restraining myself from a rant as i have very strong feelings
on this. I myself do not really use drugs, I will sometimes take mushrooms if i am camping and
it's the right season to find them, shrooms, solitude, good coffee and a clear night full of stars,
beautiful.
I don't like pot i get sooo paranoid. I have tried must drugs in my time and have seen little benefit
from most of them, maybe LSD,
however when i tried MDMA
I was moved to tears, i felt like someone had just switched off the switch of social anxiety, pain and
PTSD issues i struggle with, like click all gone, I felt motivated and insightful and still retain some of
the benefits of the insight i experienced, I think it is absurd that it is illegal yet they are more than
happy to throw as many powerful serotonin influencing drugs at you, or others with terrible side
effects, Hypocrites. I believe in a controlled small dose, small enough to avoid the euphoria and
"interesting" effects of the drug but still enough to increase motivation, empathy and insight all of the
requirements to achieve things which will lead to a happier and more healthy life.