I mentioned in a previous post that Dr Edward Hall, a native American mohawk said that all autistic people on the spectrum have a license to be a Shaman. In this context I can see what you mean
Ironically, cannabis stopped me having what I now know, having since been diagnosed as having Asperger’s syndrome, to be self injurious autistic meltdowns.
I abused cannabis.
I am all for using it respectfully, picking it from where it was grown, using organically grown cannabis as a one off, in a formal ceremony, where an intention is set before the substance is taken. Much like how the ancients took Psilocybin mushrooms or Ayahuasca, etc.
I am ok with legitimate medical use.
Speaking of my own experiences of other people using cannabis, I have only ever seen people use it recreationally.
Some non-autistic people claim they get paranoid, to me this is the initial anxiety which if relaxed into, precedes clarity of thought. Many people fight this just like they do with other stronger psychedelics.
Of course there are people who may have latent schizophrenia and who are not autistic, who take cannabis and experience psychotic episodes.
There are plenty of “chavs” who use it daily. I am not a chav, but I was using it and producing a lot of abstract art of bad quality because I was merely “stoned“, believing myself to be creative.
During these times of heavy use, I did enter an altered state, and I did encounter “people“ who gave me a random mundane messages, not a healthy altered state. The daily use opened up channels that should not have been opened, ditto with ecstasy. I felt that daily use made me apathetic and negligent.
Autism is a blessing.
The lucky autistic children who engaged in creative activities, and who are on the spectrum, whether they know it or not, fair better than their autistic counterparts who do not engage in creative activities in childhood.
This is because their special perception is honed, and they adapt to this left brained thinking unbalanced world, whereas children who do not engage in creative activities and are on the spectrum, in my opinion, are the ones who struggle with communication, with socialising, and with vulnerability.
From a psychedelic perspective, I remember being on LSD and accompanying my friend to the supermarket for a bottle of water as she was thirsty. You can imagine the type of experience it was.
I have no real personal perspective of non-autistic cannabis use being autistic myself.
I can see why you may feel that autism is parallel in some ways to the psychedelic experience, because our senses are heightened. I wondered why ecstasy used to make me trip out when my non-autistic companions we are having a typical ecstasy experience.
Simon, I can only see things from an autistic perspective, yet I get the impression you can see things from both and autistic perspective and a non-autistic perspective, as in the children I mentioned above who engaged in creative activities in childhood.
This is not to invalidate your challenges with the intensity of the non-autistic world, you do seem a very sensitive person, yet you seem to be able to navigate this left brained world from reading your previous posts.
I only agree with this in the context of formal use rather than recreational use.