Gracey
Well-Known Member
I understand and have experienced all of what you described. ...it is an awful illness and as much as it wears me down I know it wears my family down too ...it is hard to share a world with others when they are sometimes the cause of your fears....germs ... etc.
I don't always trust the doctors either , but one thing she said that I am hanging on too is ...i was born with autism, but not OCD so I can get back to being me again hopefully,
It’s a double edged sword,
While I may sometimes worry over or fear for family... and blame them for bringing germs home with them from work

Having them there has me mindful of how it affects them.
This in turn tends to dampen compulsions.
Doesn’t get rid of them altogether but reduces intensity.
I went through a hoarding phase a couple of years ago.
Having things piled up around the house was affecting others.
I had to start thinking about their freedom around the house and their comfort to start to see or find rationale in what I was doing before I could go about changing my behaviour.
In that respect my family are a huge help and a blessing
