You can see them as euphemisms due to the translating from thought constructs to real behavior that I do when discussing. I don't believe you worship creation and that is also not what I said. I believe you think the cosmos observes you and you feel you need to submit to it. This seems accurate to your behavior. Delusional self-service is a harsh way to look at the relationship one has with ones own convictions, but if that's how you'd phrase it you do have such a relationship. It's just that for you this relationship is contextualized as something beyond that, then interwoven with a cosmological understanding that supports the "beyond"ness of it. These extra steps are dressing for the core of your faith in yourself, intellectually understood as "attachment".
I try to cut away semantics that are self-supporting/recursive. The God idea is such a case. I instead relate aspects of how this understanding manifests in reality to real behaviors and their appearances as one may exhibit them. Like how prayer can range from introspection to spiraling but it is never actually prayer as that is not what is occurring, only the language used to describe it says as such. Beyond our two dimensional contextualizing words and perspectives is a three dimensional silent truth and that is what I try look at. Not attain, but at least look in the right direction. The clues for human expression are in human behavior.
The world is silent if you listen. The world is loud if you listen to yourself.
This is what it means to interpret, as is fundamentally necessary for the construction of perspective, let alone a perspective as valued as faith. There is no venom here. You look down on people that believe in themselves, not me.
But, as always, I have focused on dichotomy rather than harmony. I won’t pretend to understand everything you said, but something sounds a familiar bell.
Just as theoretical mathematics has finally been able to confirm, there are dimensions in this creation other than our own. In my cosmology, those places are inhabited by creatures that were created to do so. To complicate matters, some of these creatures, by design, are able to communicate cross-dimensionally. IOW, angels, whether fallen or not, are able to influence our thoughts.
If a human is to have any success dealing with the spiritual realm, they must learn to distinguish between their own thoughts and those encouraged by demonic beings. This breakthrough could be described as breaking into the silence. While your understanding of prayer is abysmal, it is this quietude that we both reach after. The relationship between quietude and prayer is symbiotic; quietude enables prayer and prayer enriches quietude. I’m saying that prayer becomes more focused as we overcome the spiritual racket of our demonic adversaries and our own vain imaginings.
Also, you make an astute observation. While I reject the characterization of ‘looking down’, you’re onto something. When people depend solely on themselves, it is a proclamation that they have no need of God. In my cosmology, that person will either change their tune or suffer the consequences of terminal hubris.
As far as I can see, we both seek the clarity that comes of uncluttered thoughts. Thanks for your thoughtful reply.