Derek Jeffries
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Phenylethylamine is an endogenous stimulant produced by your body which amphetamine and methamphetamine work by imitating.
It also happens to be the only thing (aside from cannabis, whch barely puts the brakes on it anymore) which alleviates my OCD symptoms.
This seems counterintuitive, but I observed the same effect when I did meth a year and a half ago- an overabundance of energy combined with a deep sense of calm, as well as a reduction in OCD symptoms through a peculiar mechanism:
At the time my problem with OCD was (ironically) obsessive scratching of the face, but upon taking meth, I experienced a greater compulsion to scratch my face at the same time as an even greater sense of control over my behavior and hence of my ability to resist compulsions.
Basically, it treats it through the opposite method as when I was prescribed clonazopam for it on the idea that my OCD was caused by underlying anxiety- and so I experience temporary relief of symptoms through a simple dulling of mental processes.
Phenylethylamine does not get rid of anxiety- if anything anxiety becomes more prevelant, but you interpret it differently; life seems more demanding, but you are more able to meet those demands; the negative affect associated with having to engage with things is removed. A significant portion of the reduction in OCD symptoms is simply the reduction in the overall atmosphere of defeat and demoralization that allows OCD to take control, as well as the exhaustion that makes anxiety so unbearable.
This is all to a large degree because of the uncanny ability of amphetamine like drugs to increase executive function, the deficiency of which is one of the halmarks of both autism and ADHD.
And this is why I think they are miracle drugs (except meth because its a neurotoxin that can last almost 24 hours) because deficits in executive function make every other symptom of autism worse- in fact the largest determining factor in whether or npt an autistic person will become functional or not isnt intelligence but executive function.
Phenylethylamine allows me to wash my hands for 20 seconds and leave it at that- it lets me clean my room without getting a headache and make plans for the near future, and a whole series of other functions that are normally just shut off. PEA flips the on switch back on- pulls me out pf fixed patterns of behavior and forces me to engage with my life. I recomend it- and I recomend that anyone who can gets an adderrall prescription as well since PEA only lasts 30 minutes.
It also happens to be the only thing (aside from cannabis, whch barely puts the brakes on it anymore) which alleviates my OCD symptoms.
This seems counterintuitive, but I observed the same effect when I did meth a year and a half ago- an overabundance of energy combined with a deep sense of calm, as well as a reduction in OCD symptoms through a peculiar mechanism:
At the time my problem with OCD was (ironically) obsessive scratching of the face, but upon taking meth, I experienced a greater compulsion to scratch my face at the same time as an even greater sense of control over my behavior and hence of my ability to resist compulsions.
Basically, it treats it through the opposite method as when I was prescribed clonazopam for it on the idea that my OCD was caused by underlying anxiety- and so I experience temporary relief of symptoms through a simple dulling of mental processes.
Phenylethylamine does not get rid of anxiety- if anything anxiety becomes more prevelant, but you interpret it differently; life seems more demanding, but you are more able to meet those demands; the negative affect associated with having to engage with things is removed. A significant portion of the reduction in OCD symptoms is simply the reduction in the overall atmosphere of defeat and demoralization that allows OCD to take control, as well as the exhaustion that makes anxiety so unbearable.
This is all to a large degree because of the uncanny ability of amphetamine like drugs to increase executive function, the deficiency of which is one of the halmarks of both autism and ADHD.
And this is why I think they are miracle drugs (except meth because its a neurotoxin that can last almost 24 hours) because deficits in executive function make every other symptom of autism worse- in fact the largest determining factor in whether or npt an autistic person will become functional or not isnt intelligence but executive function.
Phenylethylamine allows me to wash my hands for 20 seconds and leave it at that- it lets me clean my room without getting a headache and make plans for the near future, and a whole series of other functions that are normally just shut off. PEA flips the on switch back on- pulls me out pf fixed patterns of behavior and forces me to engage with my life. I recomend it- and I recomend that anyone who can gets an adderrall prescription as well since PEA only lasts 30 minutes.