I am so upset I don't know what to write.
I know, I know. They don't understand us, and as long as we are portrayed like this they never will. Are we animals? Have we no rights? I have always been on the outside and that is not enough? Not content to exclude me I must be demonized? Is The Night of Broken Glass next? Or is autism to be cured like downs syndrome was?
As long as the play is a success and everyone makes a lot of money...
(sarcastic)
Sorry guys, I am so overwhelmed this morning (school was very, very busy yesterday) but oh god... then I come on here and see this...
I have an amazing relationship with my students, I care very much for everyone of them, we are like family. I have thought that it would be good for them to know that I am on the spectrum, they would see what autism looks like in life. (does that make sense) My wife is against it, it could cost me my job, and I can't afford that but... Then I would be making a difference... of course unless I got fired... there would be a good reason why they let me go...
I know there are laws to protect us but the attitude here even of people in power (afraid to say more) is that autism is something to be laughed at and mocked. Just recently someone was laughing at an autistic person behind their back and when I started to explain why this person was acting the way they were the person who was telling me this turned and walked away. Guess I spoiled the "joke". And this is not the first time. It makes me angry but when some NT's see something odd they have to pick at it (I do understand why.) Not to say too much, but I feel that even writing this has a chance of getting me fired (guess I'm paranoid.) My wife is very concerned that I stay quiet...
The person who was being laughed at is brilliant, is going to make an awesome engineer if employers can overlook his social awkwardness. In this field they will...
This is why I will never be dx-ed.
I am very nervous posting this, I have written so many posts and deleted them out of fear. Here goes