Canismajoris
Hypergiant
Hi Squirbel and welcome! I am too self-diagnosed and INTP/INTJ. The things you told sound familiar in many parts, but there are also many possible explanations. These could be in addition to asperger ofc.
Obviously your first years have influenced a lot to your personality, and based on what you told there are things that have not gone right. Quite propably those experiences are one big part of your feeling of outsider and/or emotionally different.
Introversion (combined to above average IQ) alone can make one feel "weird", especially when trying to blend in.
You could do this quiz to get approximate results befoe your official tests: Aspie Quiz
Ofc it is just a online test and not to be taken too seriously. The same goes with MBTI, DISC, and other personality tests.
Hope you like it here, I am quite now to be around but people here do feel very nice and happy to help. Stay safe!
Obviously your first years have influenced a lot to your personality, and based on what you told there are things that have not gone right. Quite propably those experiences are one big part of your feeling of outsider and/or emotionally different.
Introversion (combined to above average IQ) alone can make one feel "weird", especially when trying to blend in.
You could do this quiz to get approximate results befoe your official tests: Aspie Quiz
Ofc it is just a online test and not to be taken too seriously. The same goes with MBTI, DISC, and other personality tests.
Hope you like it here, I am quite now to be around but people here do feel very nice and happy to help. Stay safe!