I haven't taken life-drawing classes, I'm going to search those words for sure now
I have been watching art videos on youtube trying to learn by drawing by trying to duplicate what I see. Its a big help to watch how its done, however the video that was the reference for the grapes was just a small fraction of a longer video of the drawing start to finish. I got access thru patreon and the grapes look so much better than the attempt made from the free youtube video.
The flamenco drawing is my first attempt at creating my own original art, I struggled stopped working on it out of frustration, and because I honestly felt no confidence about my concept. The experience is the reason I decided to try to learn from youtube.
Reading your feedback - literally as I was reading your words, the feeling I felt, I physically felt the air literally returning and filling my empty lungs. I didnt even know I been walking around with them feeling empty. I appreciate your kind words, and I am a literal concrete thinker so I am feeling some kinda way since logically my lungs at no point have been vacuum sealed flat devoid of air
I feel that spark of confidence to create the complete concept that was in my head. She is a one of 3 dead, the overall theme energy beauty they generate as they arent aware of the futility of the fight. The scene in my head their determination is palatably alive.
On paper its flat and lifeless.
i need to funnel the feeling from my lungs and to as I draw.
I will definately come back to show you when its finished, just got back today hopefully be back and not 8 months.