I found swimming very hard! I walked up and down the shallow end for months !then sort of hopped !I thought I would never do it !but one day my legs came off the bottom !I was shocked!
I loved it after that ,I'm the same as you with a shower I force myself to get under the stream try to enjoy it !I just prefer a flannel - Strip wash .
never liked wearing a swimming costume wish I'd said can I wear shorts and a T-shirt .
I longed for it to just happen and never did and I look at those who can swim and think: why can I not do it? What is it that is stopping me? FEAR of water getting into my face, is the answer and being so close to the water. But I would love to be able to swim.
Winter is great, because I am only showing twice in the week lol and because I am not a very active person and have never expelled sweat; it means that the shower is really for my hair, as it gets greasy after a couple of days.
I have to really physch myself up for it and a sort of: here we go, as the water hits me.