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Tony Ramirez

Tony Ramirez

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Suicidal Subhumam 48 From Brooklyn, NY
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  • Tony Ramirez
    If someone would actually end my life I would be happy.
    tree
    tree
    That's not a thing that would make you 'happy.'
    What you're asking for is an end to the pain/unhappiness you feel.
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    Matthias
    The way you think and what you choose to focus on can have a big impact on how you feel. Telling yourself that everyone hates you and that women who ignore you are rejecting you is going to make you miserable. Focusing on positive thoughts can help you feel better even when your life isn't going well.
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    A stranger smiled at me today saying hello and it was a woman
    Tony Ramirez
    My life can't get any worse than it is I'm afraid of people and my parents are bullying me so bad I can't kill myself I tried yesterday getting hit by a car I came so close the closest ever still no one gave a damn. I'm stuck in my house due to fear.
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    tree
    tree
    You're really into a down phase.
    A few days ago (Sunday) you said you'd talk with your therapist about your
    anger, loneliness, and fear of being rejected.....

    Being jealous of your therapist sure gets in the way.
    Have you ever told the therapist how angry you are?
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    It's okay to discuss your frustration and anger. This helps you label and deal with your feelings. I can get very frustrated, but it's not acting out, like the car situation. Take a minute to breathe slowly, 10 slow breaths. Acknowledge that you feel low, then let go of those feelings. Therapy is help to recognize how you feel, then you let go of it.
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    My mom is sick physically my father is not feeling well either physically.
    Tony Ramirez
    I can't mask no more sometimes even in public I even act like I'm low functioning because of all the trauma of rejection
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Okay, masking is difficult.
    Tony Ramirez
    If I can die in my sleep tonight I would be happy. But I know I will wake up to another horrible day and lonely future.
    M
    Matthias
    I hope you tell your therapist how you're feeling and what you've been thinking about so you can get some extra help for this.
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    I will thanks
    Tony Ramirez
    Even this

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    Tired
    Well, you need to know workarounds

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    Crossbreed
    Crossbreed
    That has not been my experience.
    Tony Ramirez
    I can't even render a image of "God hates autistic" without it being moderated anymore.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Hey Tony, you have come really far. You have some peeps to call friends, you are doing a lot better. Sit back and realize you have moved forward. Some people maybe threatened by you but don't stop living because of idiots. You need to be your best version, and don't test us with meltdowns. Okay?
    Tony Ramirez
    My life is getting worse. Why can't the almighty end it already. I had so many close calls with deaths since 2024 it's near 100 but this almighty jerk keeps saving me from death. Maybe taking a half a bottle of ibuprofen will do it instead of trying to walk off the platform. Trying to get hit by a car walking in traffic. Still being ostracize by Goths emo outcasts which makes me lose all my friends and community's.
    AprilR
    AprilR
    I am sorry Tony. Why are these people trying to ostracize you?
    Judge
    Judge
    Maybe there's a cosmic reason why you're still around. That there's more to your existence than a desire to interact with others.

    That perhaps one day you'll figure that out and move on to something better.
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    Why cuz their asshats.
    I tried for 7 years that's why I'm in this mental state I've been here as long as I've been on this forum read my miserable history I give up never gets better
    Tony Ramirez
    I'm losing my so-called friends and community again because of Prada and emo-goth snobs invading my life ignoring me wherever I go.
    tree
    tree
    Prada?
    Tony Ramirez
    I might commit myself just to get away from my damn parents
    Judge
    Judge
    A tough commitment for you, but a potentially good one at that. To seek both financial and emotional independence if possible.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    I have been upset with your parents, l am glad you are able to see clearly that treating you less than doesn't help you. But please realize that they are of a different time-frame, and they think differently, try to be patient please. You need to slowly start talking to them to show you are being more independent. They think they are protecting you, but you have taken responsibility for yourself.
    Tony Ramirez
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    I deserve this.
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    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    This one is different she saw me at my worst literally and she's still there for me actually hang out me four times already
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    It's just she's so attractive the other two were too which makes me feel like an imposter because the other one two were attractive and they didn't want nothing to do with me
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    Disregard my last comments she like all the rest
    Tony Ramirez
    I hate humanity and my life
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Sorry. Things are getting you down? l am arguing with the person l live with, life is tiresome to me.
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    I have a female friend I meet during the summer who cares about me i meet and got more close to last December but I know I will lose her even though she feels different she helped me much more took my many meltdowns.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    That's great news. Just concentrate on the time you have with her.
    Tony Ramirez
    I hate ruining everyone's lives I eventually get to know.
    AprilR
    AprilR
    I used to think that way too, but most people don't think the way we do. They enter and exit other people's lives without caring much. So don't worry about it
    Tony Ramirez
    Every swear comes out of my mouth now except the f-word because of my Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria.
    tree
    tree
    Looks like you're indicating that you do have some control over what you say.
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