I'm weak, dizzy, out of breath today. But I am very very thankful for my daughter and my caregiver for helping me. And for loving friends and family.
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I hope you are feeling better.
I am very sick. It's been a couple weeks at least since I've spent much time out of bed. I've been so dizzy and weak. And at the same time, everyone I love dearly and rely upon are having big problems. I've been lonely for much of it. I can barely get up to go to the bathroom and maybe eat dinner in my recliner. Please pray.
Please pray for me. I am very weak, dizzy, and spinny headed.
I get so nervous around big groups of people. I'm terribly shy. Everyone was asking me questions. I had been so lonely and missed everyone so much. And so I forced myself to be social, trying to think of what to say, and made a fool of myself, as usual.
My heart is shattered, but I'm stuffing it way inside so that I can be good for others. On the inside I'm crying like a child on the playground.
The one year anniversary of one of the worst days of my life is coming up in less than a week. I am not okay right now. But I'm holding it all inside.
Homeschooling
Sorta nonverbal. Hard to express things.
I'm up in the middle of the night with someone in a lot of pain. OTCs aren't touching it. Might have to deep dive in my boxes of herbs to make a potent infusion for sleep and pain. Poor dear.
My life is a little bit messed up right now. I'm trying to fix things. But I'm so sensitive right now. Physically and emotionally. Memories and unfortunate recent private events in my life.
This year, I need the magic of Christmastime so very badly, with all of my heart.
It's 4 am. I'm feeling pretty sick, but I cannot sleep. All I can do this night is think about my daughter.
All I have thought about, all day, since the moment I first knew I was pregnant, has been my daughter. Everything in life is for and about her. And to have her gone, it is the greatest heartbreak. I miss her and worry about her more than words can say. It is too quiet here. Too empty. In place of her joyous playful kindness, a void of shadows. I cry every day for her.
I don't know if I can take this much longer. I feel so bereft. Beyond words that I know how to say. I cannot.
I am so worried about my daughter. I don't know where she is or what she is doing. I can't live like this with this amount of ache in my heart for her. It is crushing me. I just want her to come home.
Can we all mutually agree that @FayetheAspie is so incredibly sweet and kind? She makes the forums a happier place.
Pray for my daughter. There are multiple planned riots in my city tonight. They just want to smash things up by any means necessary. My daughter is out at her work right now at a store in downtown. Please pray The Lord's favor over her and her coworkers, in Jesus name. -
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