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Yeshuasdaughter

Yeshuasdaughter

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  • Yeshuasdaughter
    I am very sick. It's been a couple weeks at least since I've spent much time out of bed. I've been so dizzy and weak. And at the same time, everyone I love dearly and rely upon are having big problems. I've been lonely for much of it. I can barely get up to go to the bathroom and maybe eat dinner in my recliner. Please pray.
    Yeshuasdaughter
    I get so nervous around big groups of people. I'm terribly shy. Everyone was asking me questions. I had been so lonely and missed everyone so much. And so I forced myself to be social, trying to think of what to say, and made a fool of myself, as usual.
    FayetheAspie
    FayetheAspie
    You probably did better than you think you did. It seems like a lot of us have a tendency to be overly critical of ourselves.
    Yeshuasdaughter
    My heart is shattered, but I'm stuffing it way inside so that I can be good for others. On the inside I'm crying like a child on the playground.
    Xinyta
    Xinyta
    It is not a sin to greave. But it is a sin to linger. Do not let your heart wither for the sake of others. Giving kindness you feel you are not getting, is a good gesture. But if you give all kindness away. You leave none for yourself.
    Yeshuasdaughter
    The one year anniversary of one of the worst days of my life is coming up in less than a week. I am not okay right now. But I'm holding it all inside.
    Yeshuasdaughter
    I'm up in the middle of the night with someone in a lot of pain. OTCs aren't touching it. Might have to deep dive in my boxes of herbs to make a potent infusion for sleep and pain. Poor dear.
    Yeshuasdaughter
    My life is a little bit messed up right now. I'm trying to fix things. But I'm so sensitive right now. Physically and emotionally. Memories and unfortunate recent private events in my life.
    Yeshuasdaughter
    All I have thought about, all day, since the moment I first knew I was pregnant, has been my daughter. Everything in life is for and about her. And to have her gone, it is the greatest heartbreak. I miss her and worry about her more than words can say. It is too quiet here. Too empty. In place of her joyous playful kindness, a void of shadows. I cry every day for her.
    Crossbreed
    Crossbreed
    We felt that way after our youngest left. You just have to let the grief play out. There is no substitute.
    On the plus side, we are meeting a new granddaughter this weekend. :)
    (That probably would not have happened if we kept our son at home...)
    Yeshuasdaughter
    I am so worried about my daughter. I don't know where she is or what she is doing. I can't live like this with this amount of ache in my heart for her. It is crushing me. I just want her to come home.
    M
    Mary Terry
    Did she come home? I hope she's okay.
    tree
    tree
    She doesn't have phone with her/or you tried to call or text and got no response?
    Yeshuasdaughter
    Pray for my daughter. There are multiple planned riots in my city tonight. They just want to smash things up by any means necessary. My daughter is out at her work right now at a store in downtown. Please pray The Lord's favor over her and her coworkers, in Jesus name.
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    Yeshuasdaughter
    Yeshuasdaughter
    @Crossbreed It doesn't matter who's ahead. Anarchosocialists aim by any means necessary for the destruction of any form of government. They are authoritarian, yet they wish for no laws or masters. The election is just another reason to riot.
    Crossbreed
    Crossbreed
    Is your daughter doing okay?
    oregano
    oregano
    They are just chaos worshippers who want to topple the system in favor of nothing. When it has been tried before, the end result was nasty-Napoleon, the Taliban. The people who start it end up in guillotines manned by those who end it. As for your daughter, blend in, know what to say if spoken to, and get out.
    Yeshuasdaughter
    Every day I pray for you
    Every day I pray
    Every night I think about
    Every day I pray
    For better things to come
    oregano
    oregano

    "We've got to pray just to make it today."
    Yeshuasdaughter
    terribly lonesome. i'm happy for the new wheelchair. i can at least take care of the home. but i am stuck. when my daughter is gone, i am indoors and alone. i can't even step outside to breathe the open air. to remember all that i am blessed with around the home, i guess i need to quote sinead o connor: "i have all that i have requested. and i do not want what i haven't got."
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