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Xinyta

Xinyta

♤Id driven soul | Broken but not Insane☆ 35 From Illinois
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  • Xinyta
    'Then Jesus looked to the Pharisees and said "Is it lawful to do good on the sabbath rather than to do evil, to save life rather than to destroy it?" And the Pharisees did not respond.' - Mark 3:4
    Crossbreed
    Crossbreed
    Is there a reason for quoting that scripture, today?
    Xinyta
    Xinyta
    The reason is because of how I relate the Pharisees to myself. The whole passage is about healing a man with a withered hand on the sabbath. The Pharisees looking to find any way to accuse and denounce Jesus's claims.

    I see my consistent negativity in myself, as the Pharisees. Lies and misdirection.
    Xinyta
    "Actions speak louder than words. Let your words teach and your actions speak." - St. Anthony of Padua
    Xinyta
    I'm back to the feeling of not knowing where I belong again. Going to probably be quiet for a while. Not that I haven't lately.

    Been addressing alot of confusion. Part of it is; what I need to do vs. what I shouldn't be doing.
    Xinyta
    "But you will receive the power when the Holy Spirit comes upon you; and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem... and to the ends of the earth." - Acts 1:8
    Xinyta

    This song has a new meaning to me now. Especially since I am gaining a new prospective on myself. Making breakthroughs, I thought would never come.
    Xinyta
    "All the science of the Saints is included in these two things: To do, and to suffer. And whoever had done these to two things best, has made himself most saintly." - Saint Francis De Sales
    Xinyta
    It's been bitter cold since the snow came. It's currently 14°F(-10°C). Two days ago was a hard day in the morning. Shoveling all that snow. Some of it froze into blocks of compact snow.

    Collectively. I think we got about 10 inches of snow. Almost a foot.
    Xinyta
    Alot of snow today. I was out a short bit ago shoveling the driveway and our deck. The work I did is already getting undone by the still falling snow.

    What's unfortunate is that this isn't the heaviest snow possible that we are suppose to get today. Today is going to be busy.
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    tree
    @Xinyta
    How much is a lot of snow?
    Xinyta
    Xinyta
    @tree There was at least 3-4 inches in the front yard. It was closer to 5-6 inches on the deck. And the pergola roof, which I swept, looked to have about close to five inches of snow the first time I swept it.

    @FayetheAspie I wouldn't be surprised if it'll be a mix, depending on where you live.
    Cutesie
    Cutesie
    I am NOT looking forward to the next week's weather. It might drive me over the edge. If it does, I'll hopefully either just hide under the covers or check myself into a psych ward, not hurt myself like I also might do.
    Xinyta
    I am battling my psychosis today. Christmas isn't a horrible day of the year for me per-se. But my psychological hangups do make Christmas hard to celebrate.

    Though this year. It's a trail by fire. I want to make this Christmas about just that. Not my problems. Christ was born today.
    Xinyta
    The chaos feels like it has subsided. My unhappiness feels distant. My heart feels like it beats to a different tune. My mind feels clear of the tormenting dark fog that ailes it. I can focus. I can see more than before. Like taking off a blindfold.
    Xinyta
    Markness
    Markness
    I remember when this song came out in the summer of 2003! Listening to the album it’s off of, Transform, the day I got it was a good time.
    Xinyta
    'Jury deliberations explode in my Subway sandwich.'

    This was what was made up in my head from reading a news headline about a trail of someone who chokeheld a person in a subway for threatening people.
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