Shortly before a meltdown. This day was extremely straining so far. Please let me resist until I am finally alone. People keep talking around me.
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Christmas shopping in a shopping center is so exhausting. I started kind of enjoying myself, but now I'm completely drained.
I love my job! I'm exhausted but I love doing the things I do.
I had a hard day at work. I love my job, but working in mental healthcare can be tough.
My cat is curled up on my lap and she's dreaming. I love those moments.
Tomorrow is my first day of work. I'm really nervous. A new phase in life starts.
I love the place where we live now. There's beautiful nature close by where we can go for walks, which is really natural. So much water. My brain is detoxing from the huge city where I lived for the past years.
Urgent advice requested about trick or treaters. I had only thought as far as holding a plate of sweets in front of them. What do you say? How many do they get? What if I run out of sweets?
I'll go to a trial training session to a kickboxing club next week in my new city. I'm a bit nervous but also really looking forward to it. I haven't exercised for a while, but used to go regularly to my kickboxing classes, and it'll be nice to start again.
My family visit had an awful start. I was looking forward to it, but my arrival was a catastrophe. I was already so exhausted from the trip, and now I am really sad and upset as well.
I'm about to receive and supervise the moving company who brings our furniture. My partner was supposed to be here too but he's delayed. I'm so nervous that I'm nauseated.
After days of working non-stop, I'm got extremely close to having a meltdown now. We're in the car though so I don't want to let it out too much. Have my Tangle toy and am reading now after some crying. It'll be okay.
Our elderly cat is really nervous because of our move, and because the apartment is a mess. We are trying to give her reassurance and let her hide a lot. I feel sorry because we can't explain to her what's going on.
I'll have a very stressful and socially demanding day today, and I already feel wobbly. I might post something later if things go downhill.
This move is really wearing me down. It's a non-ending list of tasks to do. I just want to be done with it finally.
Andy Weir just writes such phenomenal books. Re-reading Project Hail Mary for the second time, and it's as amazing as ever. I guess you have to be a science nerd to love his books.
The town I'm moving to has an amateur astronomy club! I'm SO going to join! I'm really excited because it'll be the first time that I'll join a club which is not related to my work or sports (which I do enjoy but are also always sort of a chore). It'll be the first club I'll join for myself, purely out of interest and joy, no strings attached!
My partner got me some great hearing protectors for our anniversary, the kind construction workers use. Right now, I am sitting in complete silence for the first time in ages. It's heaven. I am curious to see how they will be when I am outside in a noisy environment.
Today's a crappy day. My battery's at about 15%, and nothing has even happened yet. Why are there such days? The last few days were so good.
I can recommend watching the Netflix adaptation "Geek Girl". I feel like it's a very good representation of undiagnosed autism in a teenage girl. It's the closest I came so far to how I feel/felt. Also, it's a nice and happy watch, something to comfort you.
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