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Markness

Markness

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  • Markness
    My mind keeps telling me it’s too late for my life to ever change positively.
    tree
    tree
    It's you who's telling yourself that.
    Markness
    Markness
    I do get discouraged when my attempts to improve my social life fizzle out.
    Markness
    Does anyone still want me to get better?
    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    We all want you to get better, but the fact is you think external validation is the only way to get there. Accepting yourself first is the answer.
    Atrapa Almas
    Atrapa Almas
    Yes.
    Markness
    I had one of the scariest nightmares ever last night. The rest of the day is going to be unhappy.
    tree
    tree
    I think I may have asked you before, but have you ever kept a dream journal?
    Markness
    Markness
    I have not.
    tree
    tree
    Try it. You might not hate it.
    Markness
    Why do people in relationships often tell me they don’t want me to have one myself?
    tree
    tree
    Who knows? As many times as you've pondered this, do you not remember that some of the people who say that are only too willing to tell you why they say it? And it was never fun hearing their *reasons.* Ask them, if you're feeling masochistic and just want to hear it again.
    tree
    tree
    Sometimes they really believe that they are *only trying to help you.* Sometimes, I imagine, there are just some mean jerky people that you encounter. And other times, people aren't even saying that, but you interpret it that way.
    Atrapa Almas
    Atrapa Almas
    I would not recomend anybody with clinical depression starting a new relation or being parent untill they got into a more balanced mental state. That said, I have no idea of why those people told you that.
    Markness
    I have no bonds with my half-sisters anymore.
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    tree
    tree
    Why do you suppose it is that way?
    Markness
    Markness
    They probably either don’t know what to tell me or just aren’t interested anymore.
    L
    Luca
    I have no bond with my entire extended family except for one of my uncles, his wife, and his daughter. The rest of my family hates me and they have said that. My family is completely divided on politics and social justice issues, and my parents and I, and my uncle’s family, have been kind of pushed out of the circle in recent years.
    I think being estranged from family members is more common than you might think.
    Markness
    Well, I went to the bookstore and the discussion was happening!
    tree
    tree
    So the re-scheduling was for today ? Not in the future....
    Markness
    Markness
    It wasn’t rescheduled. It happened on the day it was supposed to take place.
    tree
    tree
    That's weird.
    Markness
    I feel daunted by the vision board project.
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    Markness
    Markness
    I wasn’t told it needed a title but I thought it would. Should I use a sharpie or simple markers to write out the two wishes I DO need to put on there?
    tree
    tree
    That's up to you.
    Since it is a "Vision" board, there will be images, too, right?
    Markness
    Markness
    Yes. I was suggested either to get magazine cut outs or do drawings.
    Markness
    It’s insulting when people assert they know how your thinking works better than you do.
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    L
    Luca
    People have said that to me, tree, unfortunately :( Oppressive, yes, and a bit condescending.
    Markness
    Markness
    @Aspychata Work has been slow and boring lately. I try to keep my sanity together but it’s not easy.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Proud you are sticking it out. Don't let that lady trigger you. :)
    Markness
    I made some small talk with a Dutch Bros. worker a moment ago.
    tree
    tree
    So you were at some kind of coffee shop? (I looked up what "Dutch Bros." was.) Or somebody who worked at one of those places randomly appeared in your air space?
    Markness
    Markness
    This particular location does drive-thru orders and the employee came up to my open window.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Right on Dude. Keep it rocking.
    Markness
    Why is life so easy for others while I always get dead ends?
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    cornman
    cornman
    Because you have a terrible attitude and are extremely pessimistic. Almost all of your posts are negative. Instead of saying "why is life better for others" you could say "why is *my* life better then others" its all about attitude and perspective.
    Auti Saj
    Auti Saj
    It's not
    Crossbreed
    Crossbreed
    All lives have hard parts. You get less of them when you resist making self-inflicted injuries.
    Markness
    My family’s web needs to get severed.
    Gerontius
    Gerontius
    You're an author. To make this more interesting say "I will sever my family's web." Put it in active case & roll on from there. You won't fail; you'll either win or learn.
    Markness
    How can I get my creativity back without resorting to Adderall?
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    UberScout
    UberScout
    Coffee. Lots and lots and lots of coffee. By the throatful.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Did l hear coffee. Yes. I like anything coffee flavored.
    tree
    tree
    @Markness You're saying you find that your thought process is more fluid when you using Adderall? Chemical stimulation isn't necessarily the answer (ie coffee/caffeine).
    Markness
    Is getting out of a rut truly harder the more you are stuck in it?
    Gerontius
    Gerontius
    Yes. Have you ever managed to sink a car in a dirt road? The more you sit there spinning the wheels, the more it will get itself hub deep.
    Markness
    Markness
    I guess I have nothing left to live for after all.
    Gerontius
    Gerontius
    No, read that closer & apply to reality. You have been saying nearly that exact same thing for years & it has gotten you more of the same. Why not try a different tactic? Those have been giving you a little bit of good results.
    Markness
    I feel cheated by the college I attended.
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    Markness
    Markness
    I want to do something leisurely but I keep feeling sleepy. You?
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    I need to go to sleep however l suffer from insomnia alot. Anyways, hope your Friday is a good day!!
    tree
    tree
    Sleeping would probably be the most leisurely activity of all....
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