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Metalhead

Metalhead

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Video game and movie addict. All for gay pride. 45 From Bedlam
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  • Metalhead
    I feel like diving into a miasma of self pity, having a self pity party complete with Red Velvet cake and French Vanilla ice cream, blowing out 45 candles, one candle for every year I wasted.

    OK, I just made myself laugh by typing that out, so it can't be all that bad.
    Metalhead
    Sorry for being so whiny recently. I will overcome this clinical depression eventually if I keep working on building myself up in the meanwhile.
    M
    Misty Avich
    No need to apologise, it's healthy to get things off your chest. I hope things work out for you. *Hugs*
    Metalhead
    Maybe a break from the Internet and from news media is not the worst idea in the world for me, at least until I feel a bit more stable on the sleep front.
    Metalhead
    I need to sleep for a few hours, a few days, a few weeks. I need to hibernate. I feel such strong fatigue with life.
    Metalhead
    I am craving fried chicken, Mountain Dew, potato wedges. Things that are bad for me.
    Xinyta
    Xinyta
    Honestly, the fried chicken and potato wedges are good once in a while foods. Though Mountain Dew is the soda I'd not reccomend, even if I still drank soda.
    Metalhead
    I just consumed a cup of hot peppermint tea. I am trying to wind myself down.
    Judge
    Judge
    Yikes. The mint tea I drink has plenty of caffeine in it.
    tree
    tree
    Mint itself doesn't contain caffeine.
    High caffeine "mint tea" would have to be a blend.

    I'm allergic to caffeine.
    Metalhead
    Forget toxic positivity. Unhappiness is sometimes not a choice that can be made like flipping a bloody light switch.
    Metalhead
    I would be getting drunk right now if I did not have to go to work tomorrow morning.
    tree
    tree
    What about....exercise?
    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    Yeah, I should go to the gym and run on a treadmill for a couple of hours.
    Metalhead
    My brain felt like it was being jackhammered, but a cup of coffee cured that.
    Judge
    Judge
    Yep...what I call "Go-Juice" to get back on the right track. And it works!
    superboyian
    superboyian
    You can't go wrong with coffee. Usually a good brain stimulate (but of course in moderation).
    Metalhead
    Just got home from the show. This was the main attraction, a local band named Floater. They put on an amazing show. I did see a couple of drunks get violently escorted out by security, but outside of that it was a chill crowd.
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    Metalhead
    I painted targets all over myself and then I acted like a victim when cruel people shot at those targets. I am the only one to blame here.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    You didn’t paint the targets when you were a child.

    I think there’s great value in taking accountability for your adult self and how you are going to move forward. But blame is not often a helpful thing.
    Metalhead
    I need to respect my own boundaries and not let others feed me guilt to put those personal boundaries down for their convenience and pleasure.
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