Nolan1971

I hope your day is going good. Today went pretty smoothly for me except I forgot to take my book to do laundry. I knew you had a busy day so you wouldn't be able to go with me but we needed clothes.

Well then I am sure you will win then. Good luck I hope it comes soon. So basically you have to prove to them that even with looking you aren't going to be able to hold the job anyway. I know I am lucky that I have a job...sometimes I wonder how I have managed to keep this job for almost 13yrs.

That sucks about exhausting all those options. Is there anyone that you can get help from while this process with SSI is taking forever because it always does. I know they usually deny the first time you apply its almost standard to make sure people really need it. I am glad considering what is going on that you are doing all right. I am really glad the bipolar is under control. I hope that you have support emotionally through all this. That sucks. Thanks for listening to me be upset too.

Well at least your landlord is trying to work with you. That sucks. Are you not on like unemployment or Social security disablity or anything like that? Might be something to look into because you can still work when on SSI. Yah I hate the whole have an interview crap wait three weeks find out by letter that they choose someone else.

As to the depression thing that must be little easier I suppose. In that like you said you don't have the lingering depression it just comes and goes and that might actually be helpful knowing that it won't last.

Ohhh ok. Rapid cycling sucks. I did have a friend that had in high school. That is great that you use it to help with social situations and social interactions because of the Aspieness. How is the stress doing? Have you gotten things figured out with your having to move and such?

thanks Nolan. That is what i mean you know? I have known her a while and I get that having ADHD and Bipolar must be hard for her. She is a whirl wind sometimes which is fine because I don't talk much. But like you said it is kinda insenstive for her to not remember that I need more time to process information I need more time understand if plans are going to be broken and things like this make me meltdown. I am glad you understand I kinda feel like no one gets that right now. That must be hard on you to have both? Do you have Bipolar 1 or 2 if you don't mind...sorry curious social worker nature in me...if you don't want to answer its ok. I just get curious. As most of my experience has been with people who have Bipolar 2.

Ok pleasant dreams and I love you. I have been praying for you every single day to get a job and definitely will tomorow as well.

I have no idea at this point. I guess it will depend on what happens with your interview and me trying to help you get that cage over here.

yea I know. I think you were already contagious Sunday or Monday and got me sick anyway so everything after that didn't matter because I was obviously already sick I just didn't start showing it until the end of the week.

well I have never been on my own and so I don't know how I would act being alone or even with someone other then my mom.

aw

LOL yea I feel better, not back 100 percent yet but fee a hell of alot better than I did overnight Saturday into Sunday.

what you up to? I am getting ready to make a burger.

and your strengths as well. Being blunt & to the point is advantageous in many different contexts: especially in the professional world where nobody has time for ramblers.

You can get pointers from hr: a 2nd pair of eyes may be helpful. Keep some of that bluntness, though since in your case it is one of your core Aspie traits.

These types pf anecdotal recordings are very important: instead of written material by shrinks & other outside observers, we need to hear from Aspies themselves. I've read many of butterfly's blogs & she is highly intelligent & a gifted writer who is able to maintain a reader's interest. What you write will be quite unique since you have a gregarious temperament (similar to Geordie & ChristianX) with more worldly experience than many Aspies ever get. You also can share your knowledge & experience of having to manage both being an Aspie with having BPD: something few people know bugger-all about.

yea, meatball. I think since I am having such a hard time staying awake, I am heading that way. pleasant dreams and I love you. I will let you know in the am on FB if I will be getting up or staying in bed.

well whiskers just decided to jump down off my foot rest because he figured out I wouldn't let him on my lap, the other two are laying on my mom's sewing box. I got a sub while I was out today.

well I am hitting it with a ton of vitamins and other pills, I hope I feel better in the morning but I meant what I said on my post, if I feel bad in the morning, I will go right back to bed. of course I will let you know if I do.

ok you have a good day too.