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UberScout

UberScout

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  • UberScout
    Hello friends, I am back and I'm still alive. I'm so sorry about my previous posts, I promise I did not mean to scare anybody or make them worried to death about me. Our roommate Jennifer turned out to have ulterior motives against us and very quickly did a face heel turn on us, she brought her friend over and he tried to kill my stepfather, though he's not hurt badly, and has already recovered.
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    Misery
    Misery
    ...what the heck... like seriously that sounds totally bonkers. Glad to hear you're okay.
    Kisa the tea
    Kisa the tea
    That is a lot to deal with, my goodness. I'm really glad to hear that you're okay and your stepfather has recovered. Stay safe and know that we're here for you if you ever nee anything.
    oregano
    oregano
    Yikes, that would be a lot for a "normal" person to deal with. That's the problem with being forced by economics to share a dwelling with a random person off Craigslist. You never know what you're gonna get, to quote Forrest Gump. There's a very creepy horror movie called Single White Female on this subject.
    Aspychata
    Hey @UberScout , we are here for you. Your journey has been difficult and outside of your control, yet we see you powering thru like a superhero, don't give up.
    Kisa the tea
    There are many dragons rooting for you:

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    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    And this one, too.

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    UberScout
    UberScout
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    "This little guy is truly a spectacle of hope and prayer. Tyler and I are so happy that Huxley has popped his head in so often to help me make sure he's alright"
    UberScout
    Goodbye, faithful friends of mine, goodbye chaotic family, goodbye evil blue prison planet called Earth, I will not miss this evil and hatefully apathetic world one bit. Maybe if I'm lucky God will have mercy on my poor, battered soul.
    UberScout
    Thank you all, AutismForums, special thanks to @tree , @Aspychata , @AGXStarseed , @Nitro , @Luca and everybody else that has found their way to a conversatjon with me somehow. Trust me, it's better for everybody that you guys don't end up meeting me in person somehow.
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    AGXStarseed
    AGXStarseed
    Is there nothing we can do to convince you otherwise?
    Forest Cat
    Forest Cat
    Don't do anything stupid, hang in there.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    @Rodafina
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    "Nothing, i'd still be very much here just as always. Except that.... I... I would lose my positive aura. My incapability to feel, process or put out negative frequencies including chaotic ones would be removed.

    Trust me, guys.... You don't want that to happen."
    UberScout
    You all have been so kind and generous to me all these years and I am forever grateful that you guys gave nothing but support and love for the decade I was alive to socialize with everybody here, but it would seem that I fiught the good fight, but the good fight finally won.
    UberScout
    ...so what does it matter? What does it matter if I even do manage to redeem myself from all of it? The habit is too deeply rooted in there to discard away, and even if I did manage to stop the habit, Im just going to find myself doing it all over again anyway. It really is true what Charles used to say about me I really am genuinely hopeless and I should have already figured that out a decade ago.
    UberScout
    ...done it too many times to my own family and I already can't live with that as it is. I do not want to make my little sister grow up without her big brother by her side the whole way but I just simply cannot mentally afford to sit there and tolerate what is now my new life experience; it is obviously going to be this way forever until either I die naturally in some way anyway or my mother or Charles or both dofirst
    UberScout
    I am giving up and I am serious as a heart attack in the operating room this time. I have finally made up my mind and have to decided to make a serious plan to kill myself and I am going to work on it every day until I am successful. I am so, so sorry to leave you all behind like this because I don't want to hurt anybody like that but i have already done it too many times
    UberScout
    After tonight it has officially become clear to me that my life is legitimately NEVER GOING TO CHANGE. My happiness is erased, destroyed, gone, my faith in Jesus Christ and the Christian God has now completely left me and is gone forever. My family will not practice being peaceful, they will not let me redeem myself or clear my name, I have been permanently branded an outlaw by the people i thought werw closest to me
    UberScout
    UUUUGH I WISH I COULD GET MY MUM TO ORDER ME A BULK SUPPLY OF DELTA 8 OR SOME FORM OF W E E D
    UberScout
    Welp, I'm suddenly back into tabletop RPGs again , this time it's coming from a neat surprise from our roommate Jennifer giving me a case full of sci Fi miniatures :) Time to find some character sheets for Savage Worlds :D
    UberScout
    Therapist decided to do hypnotherapy today. Induction was a week long state of calmness. Yay :) ....Man, I'm drowsy.
    UberScout
    I had a dream last night where Aloe helped me have an epiphany. At long last I had an epiphany about my true Inner Self and why I was born to be Gifted like I am, why my birthstone, Amethyst, is one of the Walls of Heaven (now how do you get THAT kind of luck?!), and why people from church always say I am "very special"... At last I found an answer...
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    UberScout
    UberScout
    It was causing an anxiety attack and Caroline caught me before it became a panick attack. She told me to take some breaths, rub my hands together a bit and retrieve a psi Ball like I was talented with in my magick...
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Then she told me to "search for an inner light" and then call on Archangel Michael. I remember saying "Archangel Michael.. if you can hear me, please make my skin stop itching! It's so maddening I can feel it digging into my mind...!!"

    I stopped for a few seconds and realized the itching had stopped immediately.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    I couldn't believe any of it was real.

    But it was.

    And now, even as long as it took me to finally find the truth...

    I feel SO much better about life!!

    Dang, Charlie B. Barkin sure showed me one heck of a teaser...
    UberScout
    Hyu~uoh, watakushi o nero wa jikan de shikashi na desu yo...
    tree
    tree
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    UberScout
    UberScout
    Crap, lmao, I was trying to say "Phew, I've stayed up too long, it's about time I go to bed already."
    UberScout
    I'LL TAKE A POTATO CHIP
    AND
    E A T I T
    UberScout
    UberScout
    BOKU GA NAKEGISHII DE, TO IIMAE
    T A B E R U N I T S U I
    tree
    tree
    Something about being sad??
    UberScout
    UberScout
    That was an attempt to repeat the above in Japanese a la the way the actual anime would do it, lol.

    Looks here like instead im shouting

    "I WANT TO EAT SADNESS!!!"
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