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Metalhead

Metalhead

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  • Metalhead
    I feel like I am a failure who will always let people down.
    Xinyta
    Xinyta

    You are not a failure. Just struggling. It's okay. You still got this~ I believe in you~
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Don't believe your family and their lies about you.
    Metalhead
    My immune system is battling a vicious stomach bug right now. I feel horrid. I wish I had some indica edibles.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Hope you feel better, maybe in 24 hours?
    Metalhead
    I feel like I am Artax in the Swamps of Sadness.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    That is a terribly sad place to be. I hope you can carve a different fate for yourself. 💚
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Yes, l think we are in the same swamp. My partner gaslit me tonite, l am trying to deal with this.
    Metalhead
    Pure evil has overtaken the world’s stage. I want to escape from this world altogether in an eternal slumber. End my own life and not give them the satisfaction of doing so.
    Metalhead
    My area is under an extreme weather warning tonight. I hope I do not lose power.
    Judge
    Judge
    Take care...heard you might have some horrendous hail. We may have 60mph winds tomorrow....ugh.
    Metalhead
    I am craving an enchilada. I will buy one at a restaurant and eat it before going home after work today.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Enchiladas are fun to make, but you sorta have to soak them with tomato sauce if using corn tortillas , ootherwise they crack when baking. Then throw cheese on top and back in the oben.
    Metalhead
    I wish deli lunchmeat was less expensive.
    Judge
    Judge
    Just another thing to give up for Lent. Er uhh....."gout". "Red meats" and all... :oops:
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    It's funny, l know these are bad for my friend, but they make lunch so easy.....
    Metalhead
    I am not an invalid. I am not cognitively impaired. I am not delusional or psychotic. I never was any of those things. I am not what my family tells everybody I am - I refuse to own their insecurities any longer.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Alright, don't believe the brainwashing. YOU aren't any of that crap. YOU walked thru that door along time ago.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    It's a door you already walk thru, and your family can't push you back into that MINDSET, rejoice, you are FREE.
    Metalhead
    I forget to take a single dose of my antidepressant, I become horribly sad that afternoon. I wish my brain were not such a mess, especially since my family uses that against me when I talk about abuse I lived through.
    T
    thejuice
    It's pretty sketchy to not take meds on time for sure
    T
    thejuice
    Have you got any ideas on how you could be more consistent?
    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    I usually am extremely consistent. I guess yesterday morning I woke up five minutes before i had to leave for work and I panicked.
    Metalhead
    I was ghosted by a friend, and now I find out he ghosted all of our mutual friends as well, so I can't be taking that personally.
    Metalhead
    I feel like sipping Cuba Libres, eating nachos, and watching the most depressing movies ever made, one after another, all weekend long. Maybe I'll do that with virgin Cuba Libres.
    Metalhead
    It seems clear to me that most people in my daily life want me to die.
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    oregano
    oregano
    Anybody who wants you to go away should get their wish-simply cut off all contact and exit their lives 100% permanently. You don't have to harm yourself, simply cut off the toxic person. It's funny though how when such people are suddenly deprived of their punching bag they start trying to reel you back in.
    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    Yeah, I should become a hermit and reject social life altogether. People I once thought were close friends are now too busy to even talk to me or text me. Something about me drives people away. I should have never been born to begin with.
    oregano
    oregano
    Hey, I feel the same way. I am a de facto hermit right now, living in a place where nobody even knows or cares that I exist. It is actually quite liberating.
    Metalhead
    I feel like sipping a Negroni in a beachside cafe, checking out the hot swimmer guys in their swimsuits.
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