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Xinyta

Xinyta

♡Goofy genderfluid person♡ They/Them/She/Her 35 From Illinois
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  • Xinyta
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    Third in a row for Ashely. A bit of a different outfit for this goth/punk mousey~

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    Previous drawing of Ashley, with the studded headband colored in.
    Xinyta
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    Another drawing of Ashley. Goodness. I am going full tilt into the mouse thing.

    No complaints of course~ <3

    Edit: Just now realizing that I didn't color in the the studded headband. :(
    Xinyta
    I'm so happy! My Amazon package came, at least, two days early. I now have the book and I can't wait to start reading it~
    FayetheAspie
    FayetheAspie
    What genre of book is it?
    Xinyta
    Xinyta
    Educational?

    It about the psychology of the connection between the patent and child. All about helping the child be mentally strong. But also talking about parental traps that all parents fall into, and how they can negatively affect children.
    Xinyta
    I just love coffee. It's such a wonderful drink. Especially on a dreary day like today.
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    Gerald Wilgus
    Gerald Wilgus
    I get whole beans from Peet's and have a burr grinder. Someday I will save up for some Kopi Luwak. I had it once when I was diving in Sulawesi and it has an amazing flavor.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Yep. It sure is a wonderful little beverage.


    That is, until you're able to smell colors...
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    Not for me. It wrecked me and gave me RSD.
    Xinyta
    I ordered a book yesterday off Amazon. Along side two personal things. The book is called 'Raising Mentally Strong Kids'. I do not have a partner, nor kids. But I got it, because the Doctor who wrote it is a Psychiatrist, and he was interviewed recently. It gave me hope with myself. That my mentality was exacerbated by bad parenting.
    AprilR
    AprilR
    Nice! I am also planning on to read a book about psychiatry, and healing from trauma. Maybe i will try this book too after i am done with the others.
    Raggamuffin
    Raggamuffin
    Gabor Maté's books are well worth a read too, and he's on lots of videos on YT too. Another is Tim Fletcher on Youtube. All about parentings affects on how we grow up.
    AprilR
    AprilR
    @Raggamuffin I was talking about one of his books actually, "the myth of normal" His speeches are also great.
    Xinyta
    I'm feeling accomplished today. I focused hard on things that need to be done and only had a few hiccups here and there.
    Xinyta
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    Another drawing of Azeth. I've been kinda feeling it lately. Though I noticed I made the head a bit bigger than the body with this one.

    Though there is a bit of obvious coy playfulness to this one.
    Xinyta
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    A new drawing of Azeth. A more... befitting version for how I feel about myself. Or at least how I'd like to perceive myself.
    Xinyta
    I feel I am in control. Not like controlling everything. But that I have a better grasp on myself. That period without anxeity got me ready for it, due to putting together the moving parts causing it.

    I'll still struggle. But I am now not afraid of my anxiety. I am no longer confused. Just facing myself. That's all.
    Xinyta
    I've been on this site for two years, as of tomorrow. Where has the time gone? And why does it feel like I have been here for less time?
    Gerontius
    Gerontius
    Sometimes when things are good it goes quickly. You seem pretty cool (though I don't know you well necessarily) and I hope you can stay around for a lot longer. How are you doing lately?
    Xinyta
    Xinyta
    I am doing alright. Still trying to keep it together honestly. It's been uphill battle with my mental health. That much is certain.

    How are you?
    Xinyta
    Welp. I am now starting to see that I do have two personalities. Myself and a juvenile kid. Guess that does mean I am schizophrenic, and have a split personality. Fun...
    Gerontius
    Gerontius
    Don't a lot of us have that? Maybe it's just inner-child work instead of schizotypicality. Many autistics are traumatized by a lot of things and repress rather than mature their child-selves, and that's often going to come back & bite us in our older age. You might not be schizoid.
    Xinyta
    I have an overwhelming autistic urge to say "Om nom nom nom nom mushrooms" and I really, really, REALLY do not know why. It's been a recent little habit of mine.
    Trophonius
    Trophonius
    Does it always have to be only four noms?
    Xinyta
    Xinyta
    Not nessissarily. The amount of noms I say are based on how goofy I wanna be. To that end. I have felt particularly happy today. So my goofiness is also up.
    Xinyta

    This is the day! The day I try! Because this is the day! The day I die!

    Come set me free, all pain is gone!

    All pain undone, all pain is gone!
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