toothless
this is mr shadow,my support cat
i suffer with constant anxiety that regulary triggers challenging behavior if i or staff dont do something about it,and alcohol calms that anxiety,i dont drink alot at all but i drink every day.I am curious why persons drink, too, so if anyone can explain the reasons I would like to hear it. Is it a taste thing, from social pressure, cool in their mind, or does it make them feel better, like reducing their anxiety, or to make them feel less? I am fine with many drinking, as it is their life and as it is legal over a certain age. Most likely are responsible with alcohol. It is the other many ones who misuse alcohol and then it harms others that I have a problem with.
i know its not good self medicating with alcohol and my shrink was supposed to have increased and changed some of my medications in the past couple of months but he hasnt instructed the GP to go ahead with it yet which has caused me to relie on alcohol.
my mother is a depressive alcoholic and has been since i was 5 as she had no outside support with me and the GP blamed her for my disabilities so she has carried a shame all these years,plus every other female in her family [she had 7 or 8 sisters,typical irish family from back then] were alcoholics to so perhaps there was a genetic link there.
my sister who is aspie is totally anti alcohol unlike me and i think apart from when she tried to look cool as a teenager with her friends and she drank a bit of vodka;she wont touch the stuff she thinks it will turn her into a copy of our mum.