lovely_darlingprettybaby
Well-Known Member
It is a lonely life and hard to find connection especially too as an autistic.As an aspie with an aspie mother who thought that pre-verbal children were like larva, to feed and ignore, I have a major attachment disorder. It is still trying to form bonds, but they never last. Only one made me cry, and it was for a whole community. I think it is easier for me to handle this because as a male, I've always had my feelings discounted.
Especially it is hard if you do not want to hear everyone else's problems, have trauma and feel unseen.
I have been through immense pain in my life and everything just hurts and I just want to make it feel better