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What I'm talking about forcing yourself to do and not do are things like shaking hands with an interviewer, trying to make eye contact or a reasonable facsimile of it, not rambling during an interview, Not stimming during an interview, etc. I'm talking about limiting yourself to socially acceptable behavior in situations where it matters.
People often do these things. Those are "no brainers", because those are clearly things one should do/should not do during an interview. If you don't know at first, you pick up on it. But a lot of people need practice to learn anything. I think there is a gap here between your experience- which it seems you feel everyone can emulate; and others' experiences, which are quite clearly legitimately different from your experience. That makes sense- most people have a hard time understanding things outside their own experience.
Even if you do all of those things "right" on paper, you still don't fit the mold. The interview and hiring process is still carried out by humans, so if someone simply doesn't like you and there is someone they just "like" a little more? That person will get hired and they will work to make the case why they should be hired over you. But much of the time they don't even need to.
There is also this idea that we need to be a "team player" and even in places where that affects productivity only SO MUCH, for some reason that is still prized over solid skills. If people just don't find you engaging and social they will justify why you aren't working out and pick at you until there is nothing left. I think of all the group work I have been forced to endure in my courses. It's supposed to teach teamwork. The truth is that I know how to work on a team very well- and I have. But none of it has been done with people who don't want to actually contribute or who think that personality should be a factor in a project. All my teamwork has come from community projects or research. When in school people don't give a crap and I ended up having to do the work much of the time or I go down too. These are the people who graduate and go on to populate the business world. They prize a smile over results because until recently everything was about the suit you wear or how you walked. In reality that isn't really the case anymore; tech industry and related are flourishing. Individuals work to eliminate people who don't fit though. It's the way of the world.
If you haven't experienced these things, it's great! I'm not sure how long you have been out of the working world but you also have stated repeatedly that you haven't faced a lot of adversity personally because you didn't have a diagnosis- that you can pass for NT. I think given the combination of being able to pass for NT and not being in the working world recently may possibly give you a different perspective.
They are there to produce a product or a service and I'm there to do the same thing and to get a paycheck.
We need to stop trying to combine emotional issues with financial and work issues.
I would suggest that everyone need to do that. Many individuals on the spectrum do well in jobs that are in these sectors but their coworkers find they can't babble on for ten minutes about minutia so don't value them. They get pissy and go to HR and complain they aren't a "team player". That really means they ruin all the fun because they only concentrate on work.
So when you say we need to stop trying to combine emotional issues with financial and work issues, I completely agree- but where does that start? You are hoping to initiate a project that only includes people who "contribute to society" by means of having a full time job. Is that because you feel anything else would project a wrong impression and that bothers you? I understand the need to express that some of us are working, are in the world, etc etc etc. But that is an emotional need attached to working and finances- which otherwise are just ways to support oneself. I don't put it that way to be mean, I'm trying to make my point more relatable or understandable.
To an extent we are what we can accomplish and how we feel about that. Work places refuse to separate emotion from output and that is actually
why so many people on the spectrum find themselves ousted for very petty reasons. If an employee is doing well and adhering to their responsibilities, not actively taking away from others' productivity? Not much else should matter.
But it does seem to. From the application all the way through to the lunch room, to benefits, to raises. Everything.
And I know you didn't say this but re: special consideration regarding interviewing- if you disclose that you have autism before an interview? No one will hire you. And you have no recourse. And people will tell you it had nothing to do with you not being hired, because you had all of these accommodations. If that is up for debate, review some of the attitudes in this thread.
I was not diagnosed until my early twenties, but part of the reason for that is we thought it was something else. I have been greatly affected by some of the difficulties that come with being on the spectrum. I also have some great strengths. I know that there are some aspects that have affected various parts of my life for better and worse- the fact that I didn't play some strange social ritual has hurt me and even put me in risky situations. The fact that I am positively in love with everything having to do with psychology and the brain- and it shows if someone talks to me for five minutes- has opened amazing doors for me in the past. Luckily my main passion and interest is in a field where they don't mind a little bit of social incompetence if you have other things to compensate. Other places I won't be so lucky so stopped those pursuits.
I can see why there are differing opinions here but that doesn't make a person's lived experience invalid. Someone who proclaims to get by a lot easier to the point where they don't really think much about being on the spectrum is going to naturally have a very different lived experience than someone who identifies as being on the spectrum generally as part of life.
Someone who is not actually on the spectrum will have a different perspective as well. Autism is different from most medical conditions- neurological conditions often are quite complex. You can almost always take away diabetes and still have the same person. You can't just take away the autism and have me left over. You've taken a large part of me with it. *shrug*