I'm a plague to women who are not married.

[tree]

Yes, when you are in the down mode, you interpret
everything with negative eyes. This is not reality.

 

[Tony Ramirez]

Yes, when you are in the down mode, you interpret
everything with negative eyes. This is not reality.

I think your right all along. I bet in college some or more of those girls were not out to get me then either. I just was a mess and didn't know how to actually talk to them. I know a few did actually approach and talk to me new class asked me a question but I actually ran away and sat far away from them. If that was me now I would have sat next or near to one that talked to me you know they. Believe it or not. I am much better at socializing now. I do that now BTW when that happens.

 

[DrBadStrings]

I think I created this post with my catastrophic thinking again. At the morning church yes PSCC I am so welcomed it's the one I felt ostracized. I even meet the couples two female friends. One is married with kids but the other is not. We hung out a bit today since they came to our after church life group. The other one even remembered me from starting point where I thought she ostracized me. They even talked to me especially the non married one. I was so nervous I was googling mild autism talking to women with not much help.

They came to our life group were I meet other people. They all pretty much greet me even when I enter the building now. It's like everywhere else.

If women were repulse by me then why would they say if you want to come with us to hang out.

That you are starting to realize it was catastrophic thinking is a good sign. Just because social interactions don't always go our way doesn't mean the world is against us. It's just usually more difficult for us. Try to remind yourself of this the next time your thoughts go there. Or at least take heed if someone on this forum should remind you of that fact.

 

[Steelbookcollector217]

i think the title should be rephrased, "plague to women who are just single in general", but yeah, i know Tony said this already, he should feel very lucky that his parents had him when they were very young, i think his parents were either 19 or 20 when he was born, most people who are near their 50s, have lost both of their parents already or parents don't have much time left. I think Tony said, if his parents were dead, he would likely be a homeless person.

 

[Kayla55]

I felt positive about serotonin and dopamine comments, not like before knew about endocrine system and just throwing drugs at it without actually knowing what's going on.
I overheard that not speed but I think drugs counteracting attention deficit, which perhaps used opposite effect.
It's not that it's reacting differently may be that even weed is stimulating Domaine.
So it appears speed fixes attention, but it's affecting other stuff too, it's also addictive. If this theory is correct then weed is downer and may cause withdraw which for men wouldn't help get a girlfriend. A psychadellic may give hallucinations and cause person wonder off, behave more strangely to outsiders.

So idea is to get girlfriend while you young, and cocaine (expensive but seems best choice for male asd for dating)
However speed may be used as it's cheaper and could test it by taking some 2-3 hrs before going out just to check affect is ok before heading on your date or meetup. Cociand is known to induce confidence and may assist with social. Have to be combined with dressing properly, and other things discussed about how women perceive you.
Maybe better is trying cocaine on Friday afternoon to go out play pool, see if it helps.
Ecstasy is cut with junk, may give jitters and MDNA being pure better for 2 consenting adults to bond and work on having a life. It is recommended to use half dosage and take more if needed.

Keeping drugs for weekend social or for dating purpose is my express warning, using everyday carries usual warnings and addiction and destroys lives.

 

[Kayla55]

Notes on drug use:

THC may be used on meltdown, extreme stress or trauma. (Not everyday, it causes withdraw and can become worse)

Speed (when drugs are not pure, then cause bad reaction, people can die from bad ingredients)
Crystal meth, extracted from flu or sinus meds and long term use mess with sinus as sensory issues. (no long term use recommended) smaller doses, smaller doses as high doses can start to create slurring in speech and continued use may lead speech problems mounting.
Pure cocaine is probably best!!!

 

[Kayla55]

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Ive never intended to promote drugs, but since men read porn and prostitutes and keep asking to date, I threw this info out. I've reviewed difference between speed as drug vs pharmaceutical one and meds given ADHD blocks sinus stuff (CBD doesn't get you high)
Theoretically I met someone and tried cocaine, it was first to me I fitted in, maybe years isolation were factor in wanting to succeed. Truth is drugs are everywhere, nowadays. My findings having tried crystal meth with ex was that it numbed all my feelings, so whilst I may appeared more outgoing, my personal experience of joy was lacking. With cocaine I was sitting in groups people not feeling uncomfortable and enjoyed social experience.
If you want something bad enough, asd experience is that I am now at point of many years to say whether I am happy, or sit silently bottling my feelings up.