The world is very political at the moment and I also find it confusing sometimes. I'm really glad in some respects that it is, the world is changing for the better for minority groups. I love that. Where I find it confusing is when we are unable to discuss realities because that is said to be 'against' or 'not helpful' to the broader movement. Individuals can be lost and hurt among attitudes like that.
I agree that it’s good for minorities to finally have advocacy standing up for them and I am extremely sympathetic to the plight of gay men, but the issue is that I also experienced severe bullying in school and instead of violence against gays, I experienced gay men sexually assaulting and this leading to everyone creatively being against me, simply because I was completely clueless and just believed what I was told and others had one belief system.
The reality is that almost the only people who study anything gay as it relates to straights at universities are gay men themselves, including a few others who are also very motivated towards gay advocacy. They have achieved such a stranglehold on power that they are free to force out non compliance and use obviously bad research techniques such as self selection bias and simply ignoring inconvenient information, because they are just thinking about their history as beat down gay kids and they have devoted their lives to research to further gay advocacy, and I believe they rationalize their own bullying and bad research techniques and sacrificing the welfare of others who are inconvenient because they are fighting for a cause which is central to who they are. But these gay, gay advocate researchers who have grabbed complete control have absolute power to explain reality to the masses, seems to have directly affected me and others around me in endlessly negative ways, because we are just inconvenient to their cause
It’s difficult to explain, I do not blame gays for misbehaving, I do not even blame self interested gay advocates for grabbing control and bullying even victims, because I understand that they are coming from a perspective of being thoroughly harassed gay kids who were beaten down, but I do not see beating me and others down and taking away things from us such as our general sanity and help for hope as acceptable because we are inconvenient, as being fair.
Like, to me, things are a checks and balances issue and abuse of power issue and a equality and civil rights issue where one side is only interested in their own interests and can be abusive and discard the rights of others due to their power and control.
Like I have looked things up, on one porn site “straight men” is the most searched for subject, gay men sexually assaulting each other at gay clubs is far worse than sexual assaults of women at straight clubs. And I am not bad looking and was involved in bodybuilding, but the unquestionable message was that gays and especially minority gays (black, Jewish and immigrant) are incapable of being a threat to heterosexual men, but because one side has absolute power and I am autistic, I get sucked into such things because I believe things and others gang up on me because they believe things. But the things that people believe are simply not true.
It’s not that group a,b,c are evil, it’s about control and power and those being abuse and destroying the lives of others who are inconvenient not even occurring to people with power because they are only interested in their history as beat down gay kids and there is no way to question anything, including wrongs committed against me being blamed on me as an already messed up person now experiencing sexual assaults.
It’s about things like freedom of speech and freedom to disagree with those who have complete control without being punished. It has almost nothing to do with individuals directly, it’s about power and control
Like in the 1950s, gay couple sexually assaults me, and I am automatically the victim because gays=mentally troubled and likely up to something, in more recent times, gays sexually assault me=me having repressed homosexuality causing me to be around gays and hatred and delusional beliefs because the power and control cannot be questioned and so numerous sexual assaults and manipulations, caused by first sexual assault by gay couple where I actually trusted authority figures and assumed the issue was with me, leasing to more sexual assaults and more frustrations which cannot be addressed anywhere since gay advocacy has achieved complete control, which means that I am somehow repressed, have disorders, have delusions, might be a danger, and on and on and on and on and on
It’s just not about hatred of gays since I have no hatred of gays it’s a minority/majority issue because gay, gay activists make up an extreme majority in research, then psychs make up a high majority in belief systems and media and social belief systems, which tell the populace what to believe control everything, so then I and both of my roommates and guys in my group therapy must suffer the consequences of the majority gay advocates just sacrificing us for their cause
But it has nothing to do with hating gays, it just gets represented this way because control is very close to dominated by gay, gay advocates who were beat down as children. The issue is that these self righteous advocates probably first do not see the damage they are doing, then secondly any questioning will be punished as hate due to their freedom to be unfair due to their complete power and control, then thirdly actually tormenting a victim with legitimate frustrations and trauma and endlessly accusing is actually even seen as a victory agaunat hate, since absolute, complete dominance of any control over belief systems, while also tormenting questioning of the absolute majority power can be classified as hate, since only one side has any real power
Things have actually nothing to do with gay rights or even victims, they really have to do with how one side can shield itself from any criticism and torment and ruin people who dare question, because they have gained absolute power and control, and people who cannot be questioned always torment and punish others who are inconvenient
Again, the issue almost has nothing to do with gays or straights, it has to do with the democratic process and peoole abusing minority status asa shield to gain absolute power and be inconsistent and abusive
Like one can see the results of one side having absolute control with someone like Jussie Smollett faking homophobic and racist attack because he wanted a raise. Almost everyone was instantly on his side and his strategy to just lie to manipulate everyone into gaining advantages for him for being black and gay almost worked, because people in the media almost all sides with him and were motivated activists for his victimization, and he almost got everything he wanted, including a raise and hero status presented to the population of the world which would have resulted in endless advantages and support for his heroics which would have made him sort of a hero, but he just lied so bad that he got caught.
