I don't feel a lot of joy anymore either now that my family is gone.
The holidays, especially Thanksgiving and Christmas were always happy and homey times then.
Decorating, presents, spending the day preparing the holiday meal for just the three of us. Happy memories.
Now I still enjoy nature, walking in the woods and watching animals. Espcially birds and deer.
Photography.
Some TV or occasional movie. Sci-Fi and psychological thrillers.
Watching good documentaries about nature, space and the latest in science/physics.
Quiet meditation time with ambient music or guided imagery.
Staying up most of night reading, playing PC games and watching You Tube.
A rock concert of 80's music when I can afford it.
The holidays, especially Thanksgiving and Christmas were always happy and homey times then.
Decorating, presents, spending the day preparing the holiday meal for just the three of us. Happy memories.
Now I still enjoy nature, walking in the woods and watching animals. Espcially birds and deer.
Photography.
Some TV or occasional movie. Sci-Fi and psychological thrillers.
Watching good documentaries about nature, space and the latest in science/physics.
Quiet meditation time with ambient music or guided imagery.
Staying up most of night reading, playing PC games and watching You Tube.
A rock concert of 80's music when I can afford it.