It wasn't clear to me that you were still a Talmudic believer just to be clear there were Jews who were messianic in the 1890sOh your asking if I understand your reply.
It's fine to wonder but unfortunately messianic Judaism has been used to convert Jews into more christian line of thought and while that well and good to invite people to join a religion system that works for you and others the sad fact is Messianic Judaism takes our holy words and our traditions and twists them to serve a narrative they were never meant to serve for us.
Due to this historical context I did get defensive your are correct but you "wonder" didn't seem of pure motive I could similarly "wonder" if all the christians in this thread who don't believe strongly in a higher power might be Jewish because the lack of distinct separate states of G-d and Jesus could show that there is only one true G-d. But I won't not only because I don't thank that is a good use of my time and I think people should worship how they may but also because Judaism is against proselytizing and let's people convert because they want not because somebody else told them they should.
I think that the holidays that I have celebrated and the torah I have read out of are wonderful and I glad others think so as well. Messianic Judaism came about in around the 70s out of evangelical christianity they themselves having a pertictual fascination with Judaism. People have used our religion as a pawn for other movements and I am allowed not like that. I am aware of who started this thread and I aware of who populates it so I was hesitant to post however I expected it to be pretty civil as most things here are.
It would be rude for me to say "I wonder if you are on the path to Islam" or "I wonder if you are on the path to Catholicism" as that implies you are currently on the wrong path and heading towards something different. I made it very clear in my post most more than once that that my relationship with G-d (or adonai or hashem) is between me and Him and nobody else. There is no messianic stage it not an inevitability or a process it's just different religions.
We can see the similarities between us without making one right or even saying another place might be a better fit. If it is I will find that on my own as will all of us on our lifelong faith journey.
I apologise for the long post
Respectfully
and sincerely ,
Petal
Edited for typos