Mmm, yes. When I got a 10 grade when I genuinely confessed I can't retain information as it's being dictated, some ***** in the class was like "10?!" Like why would I get a ten, to which the teacher was like "well i tested her up and down and she knew everything, what do you want me to give her?!" Generally teachers don't talk to trashy class comments but this one adressed every little chat and remark In the class but she was hellish about how we should study and how we oughta learn. i just didn't constantly study and retain, it was madness and exhausting to me and I couldn't pay attention to both writing and the text itself that was being said and I had hardship cheating and looking at stuff like others did in front of the teacher when they were stood up. I was often singled out and berated every day and I have come to hate that teacher for bothering me uselessly constantly
I had studied word by word, I had hardship remembering or figuring out how to explain things and it was a true drag especially in some subjects. My own language is annoying and when you don't exercise it and have memory problems and are always overwhelmed it sucks. I much prefer English but it's still a drag trying to remember words