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  • Broken
    it's time to let out your closeted goth and be what it is that you say are
    • plushy
  • Lost
    @plushy That has a multi faceted answer. Though the long and short of it is that I've, in one way or another, embraced the darkness. Just not...
    • Xinyta
  • Lost
    Why are you a "closeted goth" ?
    • plushy
  • I'm Not An Artist.
    Do not feed into the lies of the mind. No one and nothing can stop you from trying, other than yourself. I draw on occasion. You'll see my profile...
    • Xinyta
  • Lost
    It's difficult when you're caught between wanting to improve - which means self analysis, and wanting to let go - which means no analysing of...
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Lilacleia16
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Maslow’s hierarchy I feel that some people focus on aesthetics and want a lot of money to create the perfect look for themselves or their home. Some people seek fame because they have a deep need for esteem and found their talents and honed them to get recognition. Some people focus on...
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Grade one starts. I remember the teacher saying I was "gifted". Now "gifted" didnt mean you were a gift or got a gift or something good. It always had a bad wrao. You were stuck in a cramped room with a bunch of weird kids and made fun of. I did not want to be in this room. Writing some...
scleod
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Have you ever been in a crowded room yet felt so alone? Always. Spent much of my life busy. In a social status yet so alone. No one has understood me. Always missunderstood. Always been like the english I was speaking was some sort of gibberish. Never understood this. The first time I noticed I...
scleod
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The pain will not sustain me, for long. It will drain me. It will attain me. Hoping it wont bring shame to me. Wont replace me. Rename me. Make me blame me. I cant suffer. Cant expose. Nerves exposed. Bliind eyes turned. Waves afoot. How long till I see fit. Crooked ridge. Lost hips blended...
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Fading saddened. Don't want to leaving. I'm here to soundboard you. Bounce back. Ash i can get behind. Sick i can get behind. I don't get it. Try to forget it. Can't. Move past it. Can't. Picking up the mess left. She's alone. You aren't self. But this was. I don't get it. Still picking...
scleod
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I left you behind. Rotting. I should have stayed. I still hate that I didnt stay. Kept on moving, going forward. Didnt stay and hold your hand. You smelled like rot. Though I should have stayed. All alone. Hospital bed. No one around. You are just dead. I kinda feel bad I didnt do more. Im...
scleod
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You could have stayed. Don't know how to be. You could still be here. You didnt take care of you. You esnted to be gone. Why didnt you want to be here, Anymore? I miss you, every day. Best friend. Texted you. Everyday, bestfriend. You werent always my go to but you grew into my go to.dependent...
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scleod
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Alone. Dark. Shade. Night. Break. Escaping the past. That was easier. Atleast my bruises were black. Atleast my cuts were deep. Atleast my life lost was an over dose or a suicide ir something in between. Non of this he said she said on repeat. I am in defeat. Quit. Then they win. End. For...
scleod
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If I just dropped off. Would anyone care? I could just end it all there. Stop my exisitense. No worry in sight. Bresthless. Hopless. Not one fright. I love you, I hate you, I'll cheer you on. Defeated. Why must I be beaten? I've been battered and bruised. Id take the physical pain...
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The fog It settles with bold arrogance without losing its elegance. How beautiful you are, fog. For a moment, the world seems devoid of barriers, for a moment I feel lost but found. I admire you, fog, for being light and free, solitary and pure. I admire you because despite bringing melancholy...
scleod
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Restless. I cant sleep. Cant eat. Lie awake. Ache. Mistake you for what was once hate. Jaws tired. Brains scrambled. Body bruised, beaten down. Sick tired in defeat. Im so sick of this misery. Im seeking out, screaming out. Speaking out. I wont hold onto the pain no more. Wont keep in tight...
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I thought for a second I saw land. I was on land. Safe. Warm. All the necessities of life. Drowning. Water over head almost feeling dead. Burnt out beyond belief. Can I just leave here. Must I just sink, into the obis. Screaming into the void. Noone will call back. All alone no hope in sight. I...
Lilacleia16
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I can sense aura colors and feel the vibe of a person with my heart field and know things about their personality. The sun lights up my chakras and I can feel energy being channeled through me. I feel the warmth of God like a whirlwind of light that picks my spirit up like sand. I can feel...
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2-12-24 I didn’t know I couldn’t read facial expressions because I thought all there were was happy, sad, surprised and angry. Happy being turned up lips. Sad being turned down lips. Surprise being an open mouth. And angry being eyebrows down. I realized I didn’t understand when I was on the...
Xinyta
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I am fairly certain I am gay. It just is starting to make alot of sense. I really cannot justify anything else. I've looked back a little at thoughts and what I tend to go to alot for adult content. I don't seriously think I could justify being with a woman partner. Ever. I'm, if anything, akin...
Xinyta
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It's going to sound strange, but I feel like I have gifted powers of a sort. I can see and sense alot of energies. Elemental and even emotional energies. Positive and Negative energies. Essentually, the auras of life itself. I can even tap into the source and feed from it, if I desire to...
Lilacleia16
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1. State your Myers Briggs Type Indicator. http://www.keys2cognition.com/index.htm 2. State your Neurodivergence or Neurotypical Type I’ll start: 1. ENTP 2. ASD Level 1
Lilacleia16
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2-11-24 I feel like I live in a world without people in it. I have people I talk to online like in this forum and my online boyfriend and acquaintances at church but no real friends. I only have my mother and we only talk on the phone. I get SSI for autism because of it being a disability so I...
Lilacleia16
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1. State your level of neurodivergence. 2. Let’s focus on animals that are wild animals… Find your wild animal. Pick 3. 3. Which of the 5 senses are your stims dominate in? List your 5 senses in order of greatest to least. 4. See which animal above matches the five senses of the three...
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