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QueenOfFrance87

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  • My cell phone isn't receiving calls or texts, and I am starting to get concerned. I don't want to pay $150 for a new one, I literally got this phone a few months ago.
    QueenOfFrance87
    QueenOfFrance87
    Turns out it needed a new SIM card, phone is working again.
    MildredHubble
    MildredHubble
    I was just going to suggest checking the SIM :-) I'm glad its working again! :-)
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Phones are so expensive in FL where l live. That 150 is a great price.
    Not looking forward to tonight, there will be severe storms in my area and they will occur late at night, including possibly a tornado. I can't sleep knowing that there is severe weather in my area.
    QueenOfFrance87
    QueenOfFrance87
    We're under a tornado watch now, I feel like I need to die...
    QueenOfFrance87
    QueenOfFrance87
    I swear if my cat perishes in this storm, I'm going to be crushed...
    I hate my landlord even more, he is on stupid vacation and won't be back for two weeks, meaning that our gas won't be turned back on until he gets back. I am feeling angry again because of it, everyone else gets to take a warm shower, but not me !
    QueenOfFrance87
    QueenOfFrance87
    Also, I think my parents have his contact info. And no, I am very sensitive to cold, I don't take showers unless it's warm.
    QueenOfFrance87
    QueenOfFrance87
    Unfortunately, it's going to be a hot minute longer, there's another leak in the pipes now. Don't know if it will be later today or at least Monday before we get heat again.
    tree
    tree
    Is the house heated with gas?
    Or just the water?

    Do you have an electric heater?
    PLEASE GOD, GIVE ME A FREAKING BRAIN ANEURYSM ALREADY, I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!
    QueenOfFrance87
    QueenOfFrance87
    Honestly, I still feel extremely apathetic right now. My mother still appreciate me, and I consider her my only human friend so far. No one else cares that much. I still mean what I said earlier about having an aneurysm, hopefully I get one tonight.
    QueenOfFrance87
    QueenOfFrance87
    I'll be very blunt: life would honestly be the same even without me. I don't know why I wasn't miscarried, stillborn, or terminated when Mom was pregnant with me. I mean, I gave her a stroke right after she had me. I contribute nothing to society, and am therefore useless.
    QueenOfFrance87
    QueenOfFrance87
    I'm still alive. This really sucks.
    Marijuana is my only friend
    T
    thejuice
    Do you think it's doing you any good?
    QueenOfFrance87
    QueenOfFrance87
    I believe so. It helped me when I was feeling suicidal a few years ago. Honestly, if it wasn't for it, I wouldn't be here. Some days, I feel it's my only escape.
    T
    thejuice
    True though when you blow out your dopamine, the debt has to be repaid
    I want to die now. Our gas line has a leak and now we have to call the stupid landlord to send someone over. I tried taking a shower, but the cold water is too much. I want to be with Kiki again, and meet Freddie Mercury and Michael Jackson. I hate it here on this planet!
    FayetheAspie
    FayetheAspie
    I know another cat could never truly replace your dear Kiki, but have you considered getting another cat so you have a little animal friend again. If another cat would be too painful right now, perhaps consider another type of pet.
    QueenOfFrance87
    QueenOfFrance87
    I have not wanted to die in a long time, and I am starting to have these feelings again. I am having urges to punch/hit myself, and feel like screaming loudly, not caring what others think.
    QueenOfFrance87
    QueenOfFrance87
    Also having urges to throw stuff across my room
    I just had the yummiest cheesecake ever!
    FayetheAspie
    FayetheAspie
    I just had lemon cake. Cheesecake is good too. I usually have cheesecake for my birthday.
    Xinyta
    Xinyta
    I've had some homemade Dutch Apple Pie recently. Though the past few days have been store bought cookies.

    But yeah. Cheesecake is always delicious.
    My package couldn't be delivered to me today due to animal interference. I only have an indoor cat, but we have several stray cats in my neighborhood, as well as at least one skunk, so I understand why. Hopefully, I get it tomorrow.
    tree
    tree
    There are that many running loose?
    QueenOfFrance87
    QueenOfFrance87
    No, but I don't always like dogs, nor do I like the owners who let their dogs wreak havoc in the neighborhood, sometimes killing cats and other animals. Especially pit bulls.
    QueenOfFrance87
    QueenOfFrance87
    I especially don't like how loud some dogs can be. I have very sensitive hearing, and freak out when one barks his head off.
    The past two years, I have been dealing with death left and right; my paternal grandfather, my beloved cat Kiki, my maternal grandmother, my mom's bestie, and now my uncle. It has affected my sleep cycle to the point where I sometimes stay up all night. Doctor has prescribed me melatonin and one other med. I am honestly having doubts about everything now.
    FayetheAspie
    FayetheAspie
    I am so sorry that you have been suffering so much loss. I hope things will get better for you soon.
    I hate winter so much, it shouldn't even exist in the first place
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    Agree
    Trophonius
    Trophonius
    I'm the opposite. I hate summer. I'd love to live in a place with winter all year long, rains and snow and storms.
    It's genetics I think. I have low tolerance for heat. Also related to the fact that we don't get a lot of rain (and definitely never snow) where I live.
    Is unhappy that snow exists in the first place. Why are there so many people who like snow when all it really does is cause accidents widespread.
    Cutesie
    Cutesie
    There is a beauty to it, but I'd gladly enjoy it in photos only.
    I just know that I am gonna have a meltdown if I go to this stupid Christmas party tonight. It's complete bull that my uncle had to die close to Christmas.
    My paraplegic uncle passed away today. I hate that it has to happen, especially since my ex gaslit me into thinking that his eventual death is all my fault.
    AprilR
    AprilR
    My condolences. I am sorry also for what happened with your ex. Sometimes it is hard to think rationally when someone gaslights you, but these thoughts are not reality.
    FayetheAspie
    FayetheAspie
    I am so sorry for your loss. ❤️‍🩹
    QueenOfFrance87
    QueenOfFrance87
    Thank you both. Due to the intense grief, I probably won't go to my family's annual Christmas Eve party, all it's gonna do is increase the odds of my having a meltdown and lashing out at everyone. My mom is begging me to go, yet she doesn't always understand what goes on in my mind on a daily basis when I'm upset.
    I wish all cats and dogs are immortal, and I don't want to hear otherwise!
    Cutesie
    Cutesie
    As I tell my brother all the time, no one's telling you not to wish!
    I need to have a talk with 10 y/o me; apparently she thinks Teletubbies were the best thing since sliced bread, I just find them creepy nowadays.
    Misty Avich
    Misty Avich
    They're stupid annoying things. I much prefer the Tweenies, in fact I still watch them now, I mean at least they act like normal human beings and are cute and funny and kids can actually learn more from them than stupid Teletubbies lol
    Trophonius
    Trophonius
    They kind of are, but I would love to see a teletubbies remake, like a parody. Something bizarre like the Pikachu Detective Movie. What if the Teletubbies make it into our world and they need to find ways to survive, the drink alcohol and become deranged. That would be fun to watch.
    Not having a good day right now. I keep thinking of the people in my life who I don't even care about anymore, whether they are mean or just plain annoying. I hate those people, and wish I never see or hear from again.
    Trophonius
    Trophonius
    It happens to all of us, I think. It's hard to move away from those negative thoughts. I think it's because we may have too much resentment and never had any sort of closure, closure as in telling those people how much we dislike them and why.
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    I look at there pictures and resonate. Then feel bad and look at videos, socials of other people having fun with friends then I go on Reddit and other negative people and read there misery.
    QueenOfFrance87
    QueenOfFrance87
    Sorry all, that was the PMDD doing all the talking, I am doing better
    I want to buy Pokemon cards real bad, but I can't buy any until around Christmas, because my mother says it's morally wrong to buy leisurely things for yourself during the holidays. Plus, mail is supposed to be super busy during this time.
    Misty Avich
    Misty Avich
    Really? I bought myself gifts last Christmas because most of my family agreed on not buying gifts for each other but I still wanted to have some presents to open on Christmas day, so I bought myself some things I really wanted and kept them wrapped up under the Christmas tree. It still made it exciting.
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