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Metalhead

Metalhead

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Video game and movie addict. All for gay pride. 45 From Bedlam
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  • Metalhead
    I need some sleep. My bed awaits me. All I have to do is brush my teeth and then dive right into dreams.
    Metalhead
    I am watching a dog for a friend this weekend. She is pretty chill until she sees another dog out in public.
    Metalhead
    I am watching Paternity Court. Dear Lord, it is full of trashy people in trashy situations. I can’t turn away from it.
    Metalhead
    Entertainment, stable roof over my head, food in my kitchen; complacency. Everybody deserves these things, but there is a lot more to life than that.
    Metalhead
    I am finished with being used by my family for martyr and pity points. I have a diagnosis of autism, it does not mean I am severely cognitively impaired.
    My mother should get off her damn cross and accept that.
    Metalhead
    I was such a pathetic and weak pushover. I knew exactly what was going on and I kept letting it happen.
    Metalhead
    I am thinking about some of the people in my past that I am allowed to violate my boundaries. I wish I had punched them in the face instead of there were any guarantee I would not be prosecuted over that.
    Metalhead
    I feel like going to a bar and ordering a pint or three, but that will solve nothing.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    It will solve nothing and it will take away the precious sobriety that you have worked hard for. Imagine the guilt and disappointment that would come from giving in now.

    I had a drug dream that I used opiates, and when I woke up, I thought it was true and I was so disappointed and mad. Then I realized it wasn’t real.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    Notice the desire and then call upon distraction, friendship, and healthy coping to get past it if you can. I am working on this, too.
    Metalhead
    Plumber is on the way to my house right now to fix a burst pipe. Everybody at my office is annoyed with me.
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    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    Yeah, I know. I will prove to them that I am getting work done anyway by giving them my numbers at the end of the day. That’s all I can do at this point.
    Kirsty
    Kirsty
    Did it cost you a lot? Plumbers can be a rip off and they’re incompatible at times causing more financial drainage.
    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    Landlord paid for it.
    Metalhead
    I am beginning to believe I am going to be OK if I take care of myself and my inner child. I validate myself now.
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    Atrapa Almas
    Atrapa Almas
    In the first steps of Trauma recovery that "frozen" self who could not face or solve the trauma episode is usually hated, ignored, or silenced. That Metalhead is accepting his inner child and offering the love he did not recived means he is advancing in his healing process.
    Atrapa Almas
    Atrapa Almas
    Congratulations.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    The inner child deserves you now because he never deserved what he was put through long ago. Time for healing.
    Metalhead
    Been drinking mostly plain tap water these days. Giving up soda helped to lift my mood a little bit.
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