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Metalhead

Metalhead

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Video game and movie addict. All for gay pride. 45 From Bedlam
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  • Metalhead
    The kindest thing anybody could do for my aunt and uncle would be to blow their brains out and liberate their son and daughter. They are horribly unhappy according to everybody else in the family - this calls for euthanasia which I am usually not a huge fan of.
    Metalhead
    So, I am supposed to forgive a child rapist just because I do not understand how unhappy she always was in life? My family wants me to accept that line. I say my aunt should die if she really is so unhappy that it justifies everything she did not just to me and my sister, but to her own kids as well.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    You don’t have to forgive people who abuse children. Some things are unforgivable.
    Metalhead
    I have found myself facing my extreme anger without weed or booze. I am really feeling it now. It is tearing at me.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    This is a huge step in recovery. Stay strong in your devotion to sobriety. You’ve worked so hard to make it this far.
    Metalhead
    I want liberation from a diseased bloodline. I am officially the lovable retard in my family. I reject that label. Doctors claim I have no intellectual or cognitive disabilities, my family rejects those claims. My family should be dead to me now.
    DaisyRose
    DaisyRose
    I’m sorry your family sees you that way. It’s not fair and it’s very offensive for them to make their own opinions before talking to you about it. Sending in good vibes. A lot of people here don’t see you like that. Know that people here care about you.
    Metalhead
    My family can piss off and die. I have a better family here than in my bloodline.
    Kisa the tea
    Kisa the tea
    Blood family isnt always your real family. Real family is there for you and not evil. Im glad you trust us here.
    Metalhead
    Damnit, I am having a self pity party and that solves nothing. I need to smack myself out of this.
    Gerontius
    Gerontius
    Reframe it as you're identifying sources of problems. Sounds like you have a pretty good idea where a lot of them started with (adverse childhood experiences, which shaped a few of the ways you interact w. adult life.)
    If you ever want to talk, feel free to send a message.
    MildredHubble
    MildredHubble
    Sometimes, the only way is through. Analysis of things that are significant to you is often necessary to move on. Don't feel guilty or bad for doing that.
    Metalhead
    As soon as I get my sleeping and stomach problems taken care of, I will double down on finding a better job. I do not want to land a better job now and lose it because of my health issues.
    Metalhead
    I talked with my doctor over the phone and explained my symptoms. She said I should come in later this week to do some tests and see if I have an ulcer.
    tree
    tree
    When I was 14 I had exam for ulcers. "Barium milkshake".....not exactly gourmet.
    Metalhead
    Feeling sick this morning, but I have a boss who is accusing me of playing hooky on her. I need to get my health under control before I land a better job.
    Metalhead
    I wonder how I will sleep tonight. I slept for 16 hours straight after I got home from the concert last night.
    Metalhead
    I feel like starting a stoner emo doom metal band and calling it Self Pity Party. I will come up with lyrics that make Linkin Park seem optimistic in comparison. I would also be more brutal than Dethklok.
    Metalhead
    Lazy weekend, I will go back to being active tomorrow, although I did expend a lot of physical energy at last night’s concert avoiding the slam dancers and crown surfers.
    Metalhead
    Ears are still ringing, I really hope there is no permanent damage here.
    Metalhead
    Now my ears are ringing. This was an exceptionally loud metal show. I wonder how long the ringing will last this time.
    Metalhead
    Outside of the venue waiting for the doors to open so I can see Red Fang in concert tonight.
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    Metalhead
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    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    My ears are ringing. I should have worn earplugs. The music was great, but it was also one of the loudest concerts I ever attended.
    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    Just several feet away from me to the left was the mosh pit and the crowd surfers. Getting this close to the stage is a contact sport.
    Metalhead
    I think I earned the right to go to bed early tonight.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Glad you seem a little better lately. Hope things are smoother for you.
    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    @Aspychata It was the honesty of many here that convinced me to stop being all super negative, frankly.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    That's pretty neat. But truthfully, it helps to vent, and feel listened to. Then you can go forward. But your story was a incredibly difficult childhood. I think what l have been thru is enough for several lifetimes but l need to stay the course.
    Metalhead
    I got a bit of sunburn on my forehead now.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    You have really changed all for the good. And this attracts healthier relationships with better quality people.
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