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UberScout

UberScout

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  • UberScout
    Pretending I'm a ghost and that nobody can actually see or hear me but everyone pretends I'm still here because they haven't gotten over it
    UberScout
    You have all been such kind friends to me. Whatever I have written on here, don't let it die with me. Good luck to all of you. I must
    Shaddock
    Shaddock
    "You have all been such kind friends to me." sounds like a farewell. "don´t let it die with me" sounds like that you are going to die. and "free my soul now" sounds similar.

    be aware that it sounds like a suicide announcement and could trigger anxiety in some people here. better don´t write something which can be misunderstood or make clear that you won´t do something like that.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    It almost successfully happened, yesterday and the day before. Not only that but I ended up calling suicide hotline twice in one day.

    Suicide hotline, twice in one day. You read that correctly.
    UberScout
    Never allowed to sleep, always expected to be happy at everything, never allowed to be sad or depressed or emotional.... I'm done.
    tree
    tree
    Again.
    UberScout
    Aloe & Celeste: [Aloe] - Sea Dragon form, coiling me, [Celeste] - Circling around, vocalizing
    UberScout
    Aloe & myself: Last seen having summoned her into my room, in sea dragon form, performing coiled hypnosis (current induction: I'm a D&D char
    UberScout
    I think running a raid in Dungeons & Dragons would be a nice, wholesome distraction from the anxieties of real life right now.
    UberScout
    Puff pad and let me get myself a special strain of Delta 8 that my buddy Carlos had laying around! Ah, man...I feel so at ease right now.
    UberScout
    Maddog was so proud of me today, i didn't have a meltdown or get frustrated at anybody! He was so cool about it he let me go to the local
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    Shaddock
    Shaddock
    the name maddog seems to fit. this persons sounds destructive and crazy, like he would need professional help (or go into jail) and maybe you too (therapy), but you seem like a nice guy.

    I don´t mean it derogatory and I know my situation is difficult too, but some people here really seem to vegetate and it´s hard to look at.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    @Shaddock Don't sweat it, mate. Tbh half the time when I post here I actually am high LOL! I only smoke sativa, which is the more "mental" kind of high, and it doesn't make you act wonky like other strains do, it actually makes me very calm and hypnotic, and I love that kind of feeling.
    Shaddock
    Shaddock
    okay : D well, when I tried cannabis once, I got strong fears and it stressed me really much. others were really relaxed and sleepy (with the same cannabis). so it not works for me. I stay by my coffee : D
    UberScout
    Aloe....Aloe, please, help me.... Please help me... I thougtht I was having a heart attack... P-please, be a sea dragon, coil me...
    UberScout
    TWELVE HOURS. FOR TWELVE HOURS MY PARENTS SCREAMED AT EACH OTHER AND A FAN GOT FREAKING OBLITERATED. MY WHOLE LEFT SIDE OF MY BODY IS
    tree
    tree
    Pattern at home continues....
    Shaddock
    Shaddock
    I don´t know you, but the impression I get from your posts is that nothing will really change until your parents divorce and/or you move out. I think even when they tolerate each other for a short time, it is only a thing of time until everything repeats and they have a conflict again. I don´t think that these problems can be solved without a break up.
    Shaddock
    Shaddock
    people like you and markness go round in circles, without a real change, it will never change. I think your family is broken, if you want to accept it or not, I think this makes no difference.
    UberScout
    Oh yeah, almost forgot; we got a PS5 the other day! Devil May Cry 5, anyone? It's a pretty S-S-Stylish game.
    UberScout
    Maddog fixed my computer!! WHEEEE!!
    Shaddock
    Shaddock
    many years in the past our family had a computer and when it made problems, they called a "specialist", which "repaired" it for 100 Euro/107 Dollar. but I found out what he did was very easy and could be done from laity like me. but many people don´t have a clue of technic, especially in the past and gave out much money for so called "specialists."
    tree
    tree
    @UberScout What was wrong with it? How long did it take to fix?
    UberScout
    So, Maddog got his medicine, and he's eased up pretty nicely on everyone. I guess it's always darkest before the dawn!
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Maybe things can finally get real and civilized. But we all stress about how you and your mom and sister are doing.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    @Aspychata Please don't stress yourselves! Everything is fine here for now at least; aside from a very, VERY brief FFA following internet difficulties (I don't even freaking know), we are now all in the process of calming down.
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