• Welcome to Autism Forums, a friendly forum to discuss Aspergers Syndrome, Autism, High Functioning Autism and related conditions.

    Your voice is missing! You will need to register to get access to the following site features:
    • Reply to discussions and create your own threads.
    • Our modern chat room. No add-ons or extensions required, just login and start chatting!
    • Private Member only forums for more serious discussions that you may wish to not have guests or search engines access to.
    • Your very own blog. Write about anything you like on your own individual blog.

    We hope to see you as a part of our community soon! Please also check us out @ https://www.twitter.com/aspiescentral

UberScout

UberScout

V.I.P Member
Please Don't Be Mad At Me 02/09/1996 29
Joined
Last seen
Messages
1,390
Media
28
Blogs
2
Blog entries
2
Reactions
3,755
Points
313

Profile posts Latest activity Postings Blogs Blog entries Media Albums About

  • UberScout
    Embracing my depression from now on. Forgetting about being happy from now on.
    View previous comments…
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    However, be aware, meds are constantly being changed in dosage, type, etc. Because our bodies change, and our tolerance changes, then docs have to up their game and change out what we are taking. So honesty with your pill doctor is crucial.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    However, be aware, meds are constantly being changed in dosage, type, etc. Because our bodies change, and our tolerance changes, then docs have to up their game and change out what we are taking. So honesty with your pill doctor is crucial
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    my ex is bipolar. He isn't tier 1, not sure if he is tier 2 or 3.
    UberScout
    Staying in my room forever from now on. Never going outside or anywhere. From this day forward I live as a hermit, out of everybody's way and out of earshot. Nobody will have the luxury of seeing my creativity hearing from my wholesome spirit ever again. I am hermit.
    View previous comments…
    oregano
    oregano
    Yep, another hermit here. Although @UberScout sounds more like a hikikkomori. I'm always in everybody's way and just an annoyance to the outside world, so I stay out of it.
    Shaddock
    Shaddock
    well there are "true hermits" out there, who are happy with that and that´s okay, but I think most people are not voluntary hermits. me included. but I would not call me hermit atm, even I don´t have much contact. in my case it was more like I felt like I already lost and that noone likes me.
    Shaddock
    Shaddock
    it was more frustration, loneliness and sadness and no "I really want this." I just thought it would be better to not to have contact to others. because of hurtings and disappointings. and I don´t think that you really want to be a hermit uberscout.
    UberScout
    I'll make sure she knows it's still me. I'll make sure she knows it's the Tyler she had before. This Tyler. But after this Tyler was released from the hell that is autism spectrum disorder, he came back as something he really loved and just wanted his little sister to feel like he's still there with her... watching over her from the sea...
    UberScout
    If reincarnation is real, and I've been shown proof that it may very well be, then I want to be a dolphin in my next life. I want to be born in the ocean near Wrightsville beach where I live in North Carolina, and I will wait there every summer as my dolphin life, for my mother and little sister to come there, so that when I swim to the shore and I see them there, I can play with my little sister even in death...
    UberScout
    Head injury today. Lost a life. I've got x2 left.
    tree
    tree
    Watch out for cutworms. If you're talking about the plants. Having a plant felled by a cut worm is so frustrating.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Not the plant. Me.
    tree
    tree
    Physically? Or in a game?
    UberScout
    Feeling pressure right in the middle of my forehead, and it's really strong. It doesn't hurt, but-- Um, i-it-it's getting stronger!
    UberScout
    Seedling was leaning over a little today, but that's because I found out she was trying to get the brightest part of the light in the window
    tree
    tree
    How do you know it's female? Did you buy feminized seeds?
    UberScout
    UberScout
    I had seven seeds left over from some weed we got from a friend a while back. We planted them in some miracle gro and within a couple days one of them sprouted (i think the others were duds). So far I haven't seen any grape clusters, i know it's too early to tell but I just have the strongest inkling that I got lucky. That's usually how these things go for me.
    UberScout
    My seedling is healthier than I thought! She's grown over half an inch since yesterday, when she sprouted! Won't be long and I'll be
    View previous comments…
    UberScout
    UberScout
    @Forest Cat Well, the pot I have it in is not very big, and I've already determined that it's a girl, no grape clusters. I'm not going to let it grow too tall, just enough to start producing smokable flower. When it starts popping, I'm going to research how to clone, and just keep doing that so I got myself a little farm.
    Forest Cat
    Forest Cat
    If it sprouted recently, you won't see any grape clusters for three weeks, it too soon to tell the gender, just so you know.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    I am not going to give up on this.
    UberScout
    ...but I REALLY wish he'd stop staying up past 3 in the morning!!! WOLVES IN THE DARK IS NOT A SONG FOR THAT TIME OF DAY, DUDE!!
    UberScout
    Aloe's keeping me nice and relaxed through all of Maddog's urgencies... He's getting much much better with his new medicine, thank god...
    Shaddock
    Shaddock
    I think valium dose for a walrus would be a good medicine for him.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Obtaining that is the easy part. What's not would be getting him to actually take it.
    UberScout
    It rained hard today, thunder and lightning with it, and yet somehow my little seedling of Dragon's Breath survived. I am grateful.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    I am equally thankful that ants are roaming around near my product without even looking in its direction. That's right, you filthy little six legged bandits keep your mandibles off my medicine!
    UberScout
    Aloe: "I'm so proud of you! You gave life to a lowly seed that will soon grow into medicine for you..."
    UberScout
    I planted some cannabis seeds in a pot on the front porch, and one of them sprouted today!!! I'm so proud of myself! IT'S ALIIIIIIIIIIVE!!
    UberScout
    Maddog let me get super stoned with him this morning. I feel all my familiar's energies...
    View previous comments…
    Shaddock
    Shaddock
    sry I don´t want to be mean, but that´s how I think. but sure, I´m no therapist.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    If i had my own apartment, I wouldn't even allow him to so much as look through the peephole of my door. And he probably wouldn't want to move in anyway because he'd most likely tell me it's time for me to grow up and be on my own anyway, which is very unlikely to take place because my SSI will not cover the periodic costs of my own living arrangements.

    It's not that I don't want to. It's that I literally cannot.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Replying to your first comment: Maddog is actually struggling very badly with his medications right now, his ACT team nurse messed up a whole bunch of stuff for him and it's pressured him into some bad bipolar/manic episodes. The truth is I'm really making a mountain out of a molehill with him sometimes because he *does* come to me and apologize and make up for everything that happens.
  • Loading…
  • Loading…
  • Loading…
  • Loading…
  • Loading…
  • Loading…
  • Loading…
Top Bottom