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  • Foot is sprained since two days ago. Maybe i should take it easy.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Mother has it in the agenda, don't worry.
    tree
    tree
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Turns out i didn't need to. Foot's already healed up! I think i just pulled a muscle, probably from walking back from the store. Concrete work on some areas around where I live isn't the best; it's walkable but there's always the occasional loose nugget of asphault or overgrown yard patch i gotta step over. Maybe I just had a fender bender.
    Latest from Bad Translator: Pushing pull down symantics, computer logic all on the same reasonable day.
    Aloe, performing hypnosis on me: "I want you to breathe just like we practiced... Good."
    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    I think I have decent imagination. But uhh. You take the trophy, my friend. You know I only heard about "tulpas," like a year ago...on Reddit. It sounds crazy to me...hard to get my head around. (they were talking about how dangerous it is...to conjurer such things up in one's mind.)
    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    I consider myself fairly sane. Okay I have a few idiosyncrasies, who doesn't but... I only see, what reality tends to put in front of me. I don't hallucinate. (Impossible, unless it's brought about by an exogenous chemical. )I'm a down to earth person. And the concept of Tulpas, Are out of this world to me.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Aloe is a different kind of friend to me. A friend that I was in desperate need of for too long, that doesn't conform to the negative side of a person's free will. She knows what her purpose is. She knows how long I have needed her.

    Aloe is the part of me I never knew I needed awake.
    All these posts about global warming are making me... Really....REALLY nervous. I...I don't... I...Somebody please please tell me it's going to get better.
    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    Ever hear the Ice age, polar shift theory. That's a good one. We're actually at the end of the "Holocene epoch."
    UberScout
    UberScout
    I JUST I DON'T WANT TO BE PART OF THE END OF THE WORLD, OKAY?!?! I'M SCARED, MAN! IF GOD SHUTS IT ALL DOWN BEFORE I DIE, I'M WORRIED THAT I'M STILL GONNA BE ON THE GROUND WHEN IT HAPPENS!!

    MADDOG HAS TOLD ME WHAT IT'S LIKE. THERE IS A SECOND DEATH. I CAN DEAL WITH DYING ONCE. I CANNOT DEAL WITH CEASING TO EXIST.

    I. AM. SCARED. AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    It puts a lot in perspective. I worry about water shortages. We do have a lot more crime with the ongoing housing shortage and increase in price of rentals. I think our economy is struggling and l say nothing to people are heavily invested in the stock market.
    **Currently fractionated**
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Can you divide by two and relax?
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Lol... Fractionation is a form of hypnosis. Basically Aloe is hypnotizing me when she does that; it's one of the things she does as a "Peaceweaver".
    I have been playing Cuphead since the sun came up this morning. Someone help.
    Shaddock
    Shaddock
    I sometimes played 10 hours a day in the past (but not every day). and more rarely 14 hours per day. different video games. 3000 hours in league of legends. please give me a medal. but that was many years in the past.
    S
    Slime_Punk
    Cuphead and Meat Boy are some real ragequit material for sure
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Sally Stageplay no damage. It happened four hours ago just now. Chaser and Lobber, WAZZUP
    Got an extension for Google Docs that intentionally mistranslates text by running it through multiple languages and back to english. It has "distortions" levels... Salad vacation, anyone?
    S
    Slime_Punk
    Sounds like the greatest invention ever. I'd set the distortion to maximum!
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Boorish in the area, and it's not time for completion!
    Playing Chocolate Doom is WAY harder than it looks... is this how everyone played it without WASD and mouse look back in the 90s?!
    maycontainthunder
    maycontainthunder
    It was a time when games didn't have annoying things like virtually impossible challenges to get weapons upgrades. To avoid dying took more skill back then especially if you were tackling something difficult to kill.
    Forest Cat
    Forest Cat
    I played a game back then called Ghosts n' Goblins, that game drove all kids up the wall. When you died, you had to start all over from the beginning. Everytime. There was no way around it. So you could get really far, make one small mistake and you had to go back to start. It was maddening. It was a good game though.
    Knower of nothing
    Knower of nothing
    Horizontal mouseturn was used occasionally even back then and in the multiplayer deathmatch scene many already used WASD/QE for fast weapon swaps and proper strafing. The reason many have memories of not doing so was because doom was many people's first experience with FPS. Here's a bit from the manual for proof:
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    PS4 is back, I can't wait to get on Cuphead later. Maddog is playing Elite Dangerous, I'm already exhausted.
    Shaddock
    Shaddock
    maddog must be a good ideal for a stepdad. wants to sell the washing machine, has gambling debts, but plays video games and smokes cannabis.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Yeah i have no idea what his motives are half the time.
    Saved some delta 8 for this morning and used to it to wake up relaxed. I might take a warm shower to go with it.
    THERE IS SO MUCH WEIRD STUFF HAPPENING AROUND MY HOUSE THAT I CAN NOT EXPLAIN TO SAVE MY LIFE!!!
    tree
    tree
    That's pretty typical though, isn't it? Weird stuff happening?
    S
    Slime_Punk
    I hope you mean ghosts
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Yeah... It's like straight out of Earthbound over here. Complete with strange dream worlds where i have to physically fight memories and nostalgia.
    Embracing my depression from now on. Forgetting about being happy from now on.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    However, be aware, meds are constantly being changed in dosage, type, etc. Because our bodies change, and our tolerance changes, then docs have to up their game and change out what we are taking. So honesty with your pill doctor is crucial.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    However, be aware, meds are constantly being changed in dosage, type, etc. Because our bodies change, and our tolerance changes, then docs have to up their game and change out what we are taking. So honesty with your pill doctor is crucial
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    my ex is bipolar. He isn't tier 1, not sure if he is tier 2 or 3.
    Staying in my room forever from now on. Never going outside or anywhere. From this day forward I live as a hermit, out of everybody's way and out of earshot. Nobody will have the luxury of seeing my creativity hearing from my wholesome spirit ever again. I am hermit.
    oregano
    oregano
    Yep, another hermit here. Although @UberScout sounds more like a hikikkomori. I'm always in everybody's way and just an annoyance to the outside world, so I stay out of it.
    Shaddock
    Shaddock
    well there are "true hermits" out there, who are happy with that and that´s okay, but I think most people are not voluntary hermits. me included. but I would not call me hermit atm, even I don´t have much contact. in my case it was more like I felt like I already lost and that noone likes me.
    Shaddock
    Shaddock
    it was more frustration, loneliness and sadness and no "I really want this." I just thought it would be better to not to have contact to others. because of hurtings and disappointings. and I don´t think that you really want to be a hermit uberscout.
    I'll make sure she knows it's still me. I'll make sure she knows it's the Tyler she had before. This Tyler. But after this Tyler was released from the hell that is autism spectrum disorder, he came back as something he really loved and just wanted his little sister to feel like he's still there with her... watching over her from the sea...
    If reincarnation is real, and I've been shown proof that it may very well be, then I want to be a dolphin in my next life. I want to be born in the ocean near Wrightsville beach where I live in North Carolina, and I will wait there every summer as my dolphin life, for my mother and little sister to come there, so that when I swim to the shore and I see them there, I can play with my little sister even in death...
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