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Metalhead

Metalhead

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  • Metalhead
    The friends of mine who have met my mother have confirmed I am not delusional - she really is treating me like a lovable retard and dismissing whatever I say. It’s not a delusion of mine.
    Jacks Brain
    Jacks Brain
    Here's an idea I came across a few years ago - "A mother will pick one of her sons and degrade him until he can barely function in society. Then he will support her when the father bolts." I feel like my own life may resemble that remark. But it could just be me . . .
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    @Metalhead
    Confirmation from your friends is validating, but you know the real truth no matter what. You are the one who has been crushed by her your whole life. Time to be free of her influence in your life. You can move on from this, I know you can.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
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    Metalhead
    Bitterness is all I feel right now. I need to pack my bags. Get on a bus. Put what I can move into boxes and ship them UPS. Get the hell away from my toxic bloodline.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    Do it. Maybe don’t get on the bus today, but make the first moves you need to today.

    Like you are already trying to curb your spending. Every time you don’t buy something that is a step toward moving to a new place.
    Metalhead
    My heart is full of bile. I wish to spew it out and watch it dissolve all that I hate about the world around me. Start with my family, move on to society in general.
    Metalhead
    The world sucks. I wish I could be eternally under the influence of indica and video games, and zone out of the misery that makes up the whole damn world.
    Rogue Princess
    Rogue Princess
    What's Indica? I have thought I would like to disappear into a game like Monster Hunter. Just sit with the passive herbivore monsters grazing in the fields. It looks so peaceful. And there's the excitement a carnivore could show up at any time. What game would you choose?
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    Rogue Princess
    Rogue Princess
    Oh, I can't smoke that stuff or handle that potent smell. Mushrooms are lovely if I get the chance. I wish I was in Canada sometimes...
    Metalhead
    I have been put in Facebook jail for wishing death upon a severe child abuser. Seriously.
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    Luca
    I remember at one point Facebook (or maybe Twitter) was banning people for wishing death on politicians lol
    I deleted social media a long time ago and I'm glad I did, because I would not last long on Facebook in today's climate.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    What does Facebook jail actually mean?

    A ban? A temporary time out?
    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    A temporary time out for saying a severe child abuser deserved the death penalty. I have no pity for child abusers.
    Metalhead
    I sometimes am my own worst enemy. I should be my greatest advocate and friend instead. I also sometimes am the worst enabler of my destructive tendencies. I sometimes do more harm to myself than my family can ever conjure up. This crap needs to stop right now.
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    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    I can’t blame my mother for mistakes I make today. Her opinion is truly irrelevant in the big scheme of things. I have to be my own mother.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    My mom is a narcissist. I never had a "mom". She is a mombot. I think she needs therapy too.
    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    My mother needs a harsh reality check. I need to take care of myself without thinking about her concerns.
    Metalhead
    I feel compelled to buy Fred Meyer deli fried chicken for dinner tonight, along with some potato wedges and some Mountain Dew. Who wants to have dinner with me tonight?
    Metalhead
    I am now the hero of my office. I fixed, cleaned and descaled the Keurig coffee maker here. It was malfunctioning this morning before I did that.
    Metalhead
    I gotta love it when Facebook places homophobic hate groups in my feed. It reminds me half the country wants me dead.
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    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    @Metalhead
    Do they not have a way to report those types of things?
    Misery
    Misery
    Do you actually need to even use it? These things arent exactly designed for positive reasons. FB is legendarily toxic. By design. Unless your job absolutely forces it, maybe dump it?
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    FB is horrible. I don't use it.
    Metalhead
    My closest local IRL friend cannot hang with me this weekend because he is sick. I am disappointed. Guess I will eat that frozen pizza by myself.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    I can't visit my cat friend, she has some type of sick thing going on, so l can't visit Sarah, the cat she is a cute girl who is super sweet. There is also Annabelle, Casper, Hans, Teddy, and five other cats. Lol
    Metalhead
    I wish I could lose 60lbs in one month and be healthy about it. I wish I could have Schwarzenegger muscles in a week without steroids. Unrealistic expectations are lovely.
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    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Tonight, l told my mother, l have three friends that DEPEND on me for their support. Because lord knows you TRIED to downgrade me to being NOT important. WELL you failed horribly. I am important, l do matter, and l can't hear you

    So you need to tackle the emotional weight loss portion too. I feel so blessed that three friends told me l mattered.
    Yeshuasdaughter
    Yeshuasdaughter
    Go on the lion diet for one month. You will be amazed.
    Sasha22
    Sasha22
    I'd even suggest you start with working out and building muscle. That alone might make you look at food differently.
    Metalhead
    My boss is being a heartless person once again. Maybe I should pack my bags when I get home, buy a Greyhound ticket, get the hell out of here tonight.
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    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    Maybe instead of getting on a greyhound tonight, you can scour the internet for opportunities in Michigan. Look for new jobs, or even apartments. You can use this motivation without putting yourself in a precarious position.
    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    I could just quit my job and live off ramen for the rest of my life. Become a 24/7 gamer. Live off SSDI alone.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Ramen, it helped me pay IRS. I know you are pretty resourceful, could you find what you are doing now in the place you want to move to?
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