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Metalhead

Metalhead

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  • Metalhead
    The next several months are going to be pure Hell for me. I'm not sure if I literally can survive that long at this rate.
    Forest Cat
    Forest Cat
    That sucks, good luck with everything.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    You can do it. Maybe you'll find some new things to help along the way. Maybe somehow, with a little effort, it won't be quite as bad as you are imagining.
    Gerontius
    Gerontius
    I'm sure you have strength. It's going to be hard but you are one of the more resilient folks here.
    Metalhead
    There once was a time when I had three local friends who visited me on a weekly basis. One of them ditched me because he has a girlfriend and is whipped. Another one goes into prison today for three years for dumb things he done while drunk. The last one is too busy with family drama to visit me anytime soon. I have no local social life left.
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    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    @Judge Fine, I shall accept my role as a social hermit and become a nonstop gamer at all hours I am not at my job.
    Judge
    Judge
    If that's what you enjoy, then go for it. And forget about what others may think of whatever it is that you like to do.
    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    I am enjoying nothing these days except for sleep.
    Metalhead
    I would love to have a reason to get out of bed that does not involve going to my job.
    tree
    tree
    I guess eating or peeing don't count.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    Can getting to Michigan be a reason to get out of bed?
    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    It could be.
    Metalhead
    I have to live like this for another several months. My home is a gilded cage.
    oregano
    oregano
    Nothing but sympathy here from me, T -10 days. Eventually there's a light at the end of the tunnel, and auties tend to immediately think of a speeding freight train, but it isn't always.
    Metalhead
    If I had double the amount of monthly pay I have now, I would get driving lessons and eventually a car. Isolated living with extremely limited public transportation is detrimental to my sanity.
    oregano
    oregano
    Wow, that does sound awful. Not having a car and living in a suburban area like where my mom lives (and where I'm temporarily staying) would seriously make me think of hurting myself after a while.
    Metalhead
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    A bloke took his new girlfriend to a party but when they got there they were told that it was a costume party and they couldn't come in without a costume. The bloke whispered in his girlfriend's ear and she climbed up on his back. He said "There you go, I'm a turtle. This is Michelle.".
    Metalhead
    Playing Metal Hellsinger on Xbox Game Pass. It is such a fun game with a great soundtrack.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    My little tween bought this snowboard racing game, and l was memorized by the sound track, and the beautiful trails thru cities, and anything, it was so relaxing.
    Metalhead
    I want a cup of coffee but I also do not want to stay up all night.
    Rogue Princess
    Rogue Princess
    I got some Milo last week. It's a nice hot drink alternative. (It's a hot cocoa kind of drink)
    Metalhead
    The friends of mine who have met my mother have confirmed I am not delusional - she really is treating me like a lovable retard and dismissing whatever I say. It’s not a delusion of mine.
    Jacks Brain
    Jacks Brain
    Here's an idea I came across a few years ago - "A mother will pick one of her sons and degrade him until he can barely function in society. Then he will support her when the father bolts." I feel like my own life may resemble that remark. But it could just be me . . .
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    @Metalhead
    Confirmation from your friends is validating, but you know the real truth no matter what. You are the one who has been crushed by her your whole life. Time to be free of her influence in your life. You can move on from this, I know you can.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
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    Metalhead
    Bitterness is all I feel right now. I need to pack my bags. Get on a bus. Put what I can move into boxes and ship them UPS. Get the hell away from my toxic bloodline.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    Do it. Maybe don’t get on the bus today, but make the first moves you need to today.

    Like you are already trying to curb your spending. Every time you don’t buy something that is a step toward moving to a new place.
    Metalhead
    My heart is full of bile. I wish to spew it out and watch it dissolve all that I hate about the world around me. Start with my family, move on to society in general.
    Metalhead
    The world sucks. I wish I could be eternally under the influence of indica and video games, and zone out of the misery that makes up the whole damn world.
    Rogue Princess
    Rogue Princess
    What's Indica? I have thought I would like to disappear into a game like Monster Hunter. Just sit with the passive herbivore monsters grazing in the fields. It looks so peaceful. And there's the excitement a carnivore could show up at any time. What game would you choose?
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    Rogue Princess
    Rogue Princess
    Oh, I can't smoke that stuff or handle that potent smell. Mushrooms are lovely if I get the chance. I wish I was in Canada sometimes...
    Metalhead
    I have been put in Facebook jail for wishing death upon a severe child abuser. Seriously.
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    Luca
    I remember at one point Facebook (or maybe Twitter) was banning people for wishing death on politicians lol
    I deleted social media a long time ago and I'm glad I did, because I would not last long on Facebook in today's climate.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    What does Facebook jail actually mean?

    A ban? A temporary time out?
    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    A temporary time out for saying a severe child abuser deserved the death penalty. I have no pity for child abusers.
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