let me die please

[Roxiee]

Scared means you don't want to die

I don't, it's my head and my bad thoughts saying oh you want to die etc, I have a daughter who needs her mum, she needs a parent to love and give her what she needs and that's ME

 

[Jordy]

@phantom please keep safe I'm worried, please reach out. Even to a close friend, have you got anyone you can possibly ask for support?

I don't really have anything here i could even kill myself with.

 

[Sarah S]

deep down I'm wanting to keep fighting it's my head telling me I don't

Been there Roxiee hence i also recognize the signs and also how important it is to get help NOT listening to those darn inner voices

 

[Roxiee]

I don't really have anything here i could even kill myself with.

You have a purpose in life even if you don't feel it

 

[Roxiee]

I don't really have anything here i could even kill myself with.

Please keep posting as we care about you even just let us know you're safe

 

[Sarah S]

Thanks, I honestly can't thank you all enough!

Youre very welcome and from my side all the thanks i need is youre getting better Roxiee (HUG )

Btw cute dog there AW

 

[Roxiee]

Youre very welcome and from my side all the thanks i need is youre getting better Roxiee (HUG )

Btw cute dog there AW

It's a cutie isn't it? I love ur pfp too!

Aww, I'm here for you! (♡)

 

[Sarah S]

I don't really have anything here i could even kill myself with.

Phantom dear that's good and TRUST me when i say you don't either want to do this.

 

[Luca]

@Roxiee and @phantom I don’t want either of you to die.

 

[Roxiee]

@phantom sweetie, I am pleased to hear you're safe, and that you have nothing to take you're life with, you have a purpose in life, I know right now it's tricky and it is rubbish, things get better, people love you, everyone on here loves you, as @Sarah S said, we want you to stay alive as you don't deserve to die, previously I sent some helplines if you feel in danger dial 112, ( International) 999 ( UK) 911 ( USA)

 

[Streetwise]

TRIGGER WARNING See what you're doing by being alive .

Your worth isn't based on aesthetic beauty or usefulness ,it's wanting to live.

By God does Yeshua(jesus )know about assault, it says in the new covenant(testament) by his gashes(he was beaten for you if it was ONLY you )are you healed .
The Romans punished people by whipping someone with a cat o nine tails(a whip with pieces of sharp metal sewn into the the strands ),it cut open Yeshua's whole back, so you could see his spine and ribs ,then he walked a long distance, dragging a cross bar ,the Romans nailed!him to it with 2cm wide and 6 inch long nails ,you can't get off, you are nailed ,he hung there for hours until he died,he was frightened !to die ,but he wanted you to live for ever ,he loves you !

 

[Luca]

I’m not as good with my words or as good at expressing exactly what I mean as some others on here, but I want you both to be safe. Look at the list of resources that Roxie posted.

I care about everyone on here and it would break my heart if anyone died
I’ve wanted to die before too, when I was at my lowest point, but I could never do that to my dogs

I don’t expect anyone to be happy all the time by any means, but I don’t want to lose anyone on here

 

[Roxiee]

Please make use of these resources if you feel like self-harming or committing suicide:

Self Harm:

S.A.F.E. Alternatives? | Locations

1-800-DONT CUT (1-800-366-8288)

Suicide:

USA NATIONAL Suicide & Crisis Hotlines - When You Feel You Can't Go On... Call a Suicide Hotline. / SuicideHotlines.com - Direction for immediate crisis intervention for the gravely suicidal

Suicide Forum - A support forum for people in crisis

The Depression Forums

National Hopeline Network 1-800-SUICIDE (1-800-784-2433)

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline 1-800-273-TALK (1-800-273-8255) Home

Samaritans Home Page

08457 90 90 90 (UK and Northern Ireland)

1850 60 90 90 (Republic of Ireland)

Befrienders Worldwide

Preventing Suicide Among LGBTQ Youth | The Trevor Project
1-866-488-7386

Other National Suicide Crisis Hotlines:

Canada: 1-800-448-1833
France: 01 45 39 40 00 Web: Suicide Ecoute : ligne d'coute 24h/24
Australia: 1300 13 11 14 Web: Lifeline Australia home 13 11 14 - Suicide Prevention, Crisis Support & Mental Health services - Lifeline | Connect with someone who cares
New Zealand: (9) 5222-999 within Auckland, 0800 111-777 outside Auckland Web: Lifeline - Counselling. Free Telephone Counselling. Lifeline Aotearoa. Face to Face Counselling Services. Suicide. Depression. Help. Free Counselling. Life line.
Germany:
0800 - 111 0 111 (ev.) (protestant)
0800 - 111 0 222 (rk.) (roman catholic)
0800 - 111 0 333 (Kinder / Jugendliche) (for kids/teens)
Web: TelefonSeelsorge | TelefonSeelsorge Deutschland
Netherlands: 0900-1450 (workdays, 0900-1800 local (CET)) Web: Korrelatie
Belgium: 02 649 95 55 (24/7) Website: De Zelfmoordlijn

Other hotlines:

Alcohol Abuse Hotline, Free Referrals & Assessments Safe. Confidential. - Alcohol abuse hotline (855) 633-3036

(855) 633-3036

National Drug Abuse Hotline
1-800-662-HELP (1-800-662-4357)

Domestic Violence Hotline
1-800-548-2722

Gay & Lesbian National Hotline
1-888-THE-GLNH (1-888-843-4564)

Gay, Lesbian, Bisexual, and Transgender (GLBT) Youth Support Line
800-850-8078

 

[Roxiee]

Honestly, thank you for helping me!

 

[Roxiee]

Positive quotes: ( in beautiful frames!)

 

[Streetwise]

Samaritans freephone 116 123 for the UK and all of Ireland

 

[Roxiee]

Positive quotes: ( in beautiful frames!)
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I love the last one best

 

[Roxiee]

Gonna go to my mums I got a daughter after all! I miss her, I just hopefully sleep this off leave my ex abusive boyfriend in his ****ed up world and move on with my beautiful daughter! See you soon baby girl!

 

[Sarah S]

THATS the spirit Roxiee. Mind you this will be a long and bumpy road BUT as long as you keep looking straight at the road i have no doubt whatsoever that you WILL reach the end of this journey. with the help and suport from those around you that really cares, And NOT him obviously.

 

[Roxiee]

THATS the spirit Roxiee. Mind you this will be a long and bumpy road BUT as long as you keep looking straight at the road i have no doubt whatsoever that you WILL reach the end of this journey. with the help and suport from those around you that really cares, And NOT him obviously.

He is no longer in my life, I'm a free women! No abuse, no attacks, no nothing I'm free !