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let me die please

Roxiee said:
I want a hug from my boyfriend but I'm in a place I don't think I'm allowed visitors
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Ask him to come, tell him which window to come to, the NHS don't let people visit ,just let a carer bring you to hospital, then they have to leave, before you go inside to a ward or treatment bay ,they try to get you home quickly, but they don't take you to a mental health hospital ,if they can avoid it!
 
Is it possible to reach out and get access to someone who can perhaps give you professional medical help? Because from most of your posts, I think you really need to have that type of support NOW.
Do you have any family members who can help you? From what I remember you mentioned that you had a boyfriend and at least a friend *maybe more than one. Can they or their families not help you?
I also remember that I mentioned to you to contact the samaritans in some form but there are other hotlines, and if I’m remembering correctly that you’re a victim of SA you also can access https://rapecrisis.org.uk/get-help/looking-for-information/rape-crisis-services/helplines-and-emotional-support/

in case you really are in need, you can call emergency services, or go to a walk in clinic, and say that you are having a crisis. That’s what my sibling did a few years back. Whilst the result saw her got to a psych ward, it did give her access to medical support in the form of a psychiatrist.
 
Please, do not attempt a permanent solution to a temporary problem. At the age of 25, feeling isolated, lonely and worthless, I instead decided to engage with people. It was very, very, hard, but now, seeing what I did is a positive message to myself. The hurt I felt created trauma that I still deal with.

Seek out crisis services that will listen and help. On here I have no doubt that there are people who have been where you are and are concerned about you. While hard at times, I hope you will stay strong. Think about positive messages you can give yourself.
 
Suzette said:
That's a very good boi!
I hope you are feeling a little better.

When I was at my lowest the best I could do was to look at cat pictures and videos. I love kitty rescue stories and tiny little kittens stories. They are so heart warming and they make you feel love!

My favorite site is https://www.lovemeow.com/
I check it every day. I swear, kitty rescue stories contribute to my happiness.
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So nice. I am a cat person because when a cat likes you it is an honest assessment that you are more than a food friend. My cat, Mew, is a bit skittish, but working with her over a year and she is slowly coming out of her shell. Now she will come and roll around at my feet expecting skritches. My spouse describes her as my Aspie Cat.
 
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HI Roxiee
What time zone are you - just out of interest?

Try to get some sleep - it may be hard to settle, but nobody functions well without enough sleep.
 
One small step at a time. Remember, you are a worthwhile person in your own right. Advocate for your own happiness, and remember, you deserve respect.
 
I honestly need to get out here, I'm spiralling, I'm hurting I feel like im gonna make sure I'm dead I'm honestly too broken to care anymore. My boyfriend called me fat and he said he wishes he never ever got me pregnant. He broke up with me. I'm not good enough for anyone, you rape me and make me feel like im ugly which I am, how is it fair? I'm broken and hurting and you say you wish we never had a daughter and that you wish you still had raped me.
 
Roxie, that's not a boyfriend--that's a sex predator. If he' saying that, he's not worth keeping. Break up with him. If he thinks you're fat, here's a way to lose 150 pounds in two seconds: Dump him.

You're more than good enough for us; even in your mental hospital thread you were talking about how you were going to be strong for the other people there, going through entirely different problems.
 
If you’re in a facility, which reading further seems to be like the case, why are they allowing you access to electronic devices? I know that they can allow them but will take them away if you’re spiraling down. Which seems to be the case here.


As someone *me by the way* who actively self harms, I really suggest that you *let someone know* that you have these urges. I’m not pretending that it’s easy to manage but it helps to have someone there as a safeguard.

I was recommended art therapy because I refused to take anti depressants unless I really need them. It gives me a focus. Perhaps this is something that you could consider doing yourself?
 
Owliet said:
If you’re in a facility, which reading further seems to be like the case, why are they allowing you access to electronic devices? I know that they can allow them but will take them away if you’re spiraling down. Which seems to be the case here.


As someone *me by the way* who actively self harms, I really suggest that you *let someone know* that you have these urges. I’m not pretending that it’s easy to manage but it helps to have someone there as a safeguard.

I was recommended art therapy because I refused to take anti depressants unless I really need them. It gives me a focus. Perhaps this is something that you could consider doing yourself?
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Because I'm not letting anyone see I'm spiralling
 
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