My friend, I saw this reply which you deleted already
@Maelstrom
"go get your self checked, I already passed their tests for Humanservices...which I had to go do to find work because they cleaned me out.
I want some of (my money) that (they took) so I can feed my wife, if I land her....excuse me for breathing!
You of all people should know how hard it is for a aspie to get and hold jobs in the NT world."
I do know how hard it is and you know that I do. Please also know that I am not attacking you. I am ON YOUR SIDE.
It's not easy to see the bigger picture when you are living inside it. To any uninformed observer this thread is a documentary of the gradual collapse and train wreck of a soul. My title? on this site I gave myself is wandering trainwreck, and has been for years.
You don't have a wife. No one stole your money. You posit your work was stolen years ago.
I really can't express in writing the hurt I feel for you in your situation. There is no malice in my words. I am not a troll or trolling you. I am pretty much begging you to share these thoughts and feelings in this thread, and the thread itself with a mental health PROFESSIONAL. I don't know truely what is wrong, but this theme here is NOT RIGHT.
Watch the film
A beautiful mind.
I believe you are very intelligent. I belive you have a good soul. Please hear me Maelstrom.