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KevinMao133

KevinMao133

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  • KevinMao133
    I have a strong dislike for people

    The more I see them, the more hate I experience

    I have to remind myself: it’s ok, I’m not inferior

    Even that’s hard though
    UberScout
    UberScout
    We become what we behold, my friend.
    jellyfish
    jellyfish
    Is that why you chose the name Mao...?
    KevinMao133
    There are certain topics that I can’t talk about

    Every time I talk about those topics, I’m furious and I get violent

    I tried for so long to not touch them but I’m at a boiling point
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    You need to let go of anger so that you aren't a statistic that we read about. Anger serves no purpose.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    You will suffer. It's better to take that anger and channel it to a better cause. It shows you have matured and strive to be better.
    KevinMao133
    I no longer feel welcomed on this site

    So I can’t speak about issues that bothers me

    Why do people keep roasting me for having an opinion

    Again, enough is enough. I’m out
    tree
    tree
    I agree, you could use a time out.
    Hope you use your time productively.
    KevinMao133
    Once you see what’s going on, you know most are dummies

    I hate the direction society is going. I don’t give energy to people, I don’t waste my time
    KevinMao133
    The question I ask myself: do I yearn love

    Answer is always a yes and no

    It’s not a question I should answer
    KevinMao133
    Ever since I started blogging, I have gotten extra cautious with words

    I don’t want to mess with the flow nor do I want to reveal too much

    Being introverted is the best. I don’t need to communicate with others. I am more emotionally stable as a result
    KevinMao133
    After all these years I still have trouble dealing with changes

    I have a routine I stick to and I rarely change
    KevinMao133
    I don’t know why but I feel hungry at night

    I don’t know if this is a circadian rhythm thing or what not

    Or maybe because I don’t eat breakfast
    KevinMao133
    A question to ponder: what will you do if you won 50 million?

    For me, I haven’t thought about it but I doubt I will spend much as I’m happy with life and don’t need a lot to be satisfied

    I don’t know if I will spend it on women as I don’t think I need anyone

    What will you guys do with the money
    oregano
    oregano
    I refuse to play the lottery since everybody who wins any sizable amount of money inevitably ends up spending it on flashy junk, being constantly harassed for money, being sued by pretty much everybody, and in the end the money is all gone and they are a gutter dopehead shooting up xylazine in a tent in a park. Jesus said that money is the root of all evil, and it's true.
    oregano
    oregano
    I'd rather be poor and anonymous for the rest of my life, one of those people whose dead body is only discovered when the investor who bought the foreclosed house comes across the skeleton in the bedroom. I don't want anybody to care that I'm alive or dead. That's why I'm out here.
    KevinMao133
    Don’t know if this is normal or not but..

    I’m going to Florida next month for three days

    The issue is, as I believe it, I’m starting to forget about everything

    I’m so focused on the present and my day to day activities, I’m starting to worry I might forget to pack my bags
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Alright. Florida. If you are coming to Sarasota side, let me know.
    KevinMao133
    KevinMao133
    I’m going to Orlando
    Raggamuffin
    Raggamuffin
    Just set an alarm on your phone for the day/time you need to pack.
    KevinMao133
    For those who write blogs like me, I have a question: how many days do you put out new work?

    I can put it out daily, grind but I don’t want to spam my content

    What’s a good time to put out content, every two days, every three days?
    Forest Cat
    Forest Cat
    I think that as long as the content is good, you can't update the blog too often. People like new stuff, makes them come back. But every two days is ok. maybe even every three days.
    KevinMao133
    KevinMao133
    I usually post every two days. I might stretch it to three but still experimenting
    KevinMao133
    At the end we are all human

    Yeah we are different but we are really not that different

    I respect everyone who respects me
    KevinMao133
    Just realized something: relationships aren’t meant for me and will never be

    Fact is I’m prepared to die alone

    Truth is I deserve to be loved but I won’t be as I’m not outgoing and I’m not boastful
    KevinMao133
    I don’t know if this is an aspie trait but..

    I’m started to think maybe I’m too self centred and self absorbed

    Given I’m single, I focus on myself 90% of the time. Hard to focus on others when there’s no one to focus on
    KevinMao133
    I don’t know if I’m the only one feeling this way but I consistently feel like hiding

    I don’t know. I don’t feel safe in public

    I’m very private and I don’t reveal myself, unless it’s with people I trust

    Anyways, yeah, that’s about it
    KevinMao133
    I’m in a bad place mentally

    I’m confused

    On one hand, being isolated is not a good feeling but on the other, I really don’t want to waste time on people that’s irrelevant

    Women frustrates me. People too
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Sorry about that. Sounds like a bit of a struggle right now.
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