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Metalhead

Metalhead

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Metal health will drive you mad! 47 From Bedlam
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  • Metalhead
    Working remotely today since my garbage disposal under my sink just fell apart randomly. Ok, then. I guess my boss won’t complain if I actually get a lot done today despite this. I have my work cell phone ready to start going in half an hour.
    Metalhead
    Too many heroin needles outside my place of employment. We need heroins like Wonder Woman out there instead.
    Metalhead
    I also bought a plane ticket so I can spend 12 days in Michigan in August. Got the time off approved and everything.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    Awesome! Good things to look forward to and space from your family.
    Metalhead
    I just scheduled a weekend trip to Portland by myself, a hotel room for two nights, some cash to spend on garden and museum admissions, some money for Lyft rides, a round trip train ticket.
    MildredHubble
    MildredHubble
    Excellent! You've more than earned some time away and to yourself! I hope you enjoy the hell out of every minute! :)
    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    My sister wants to join me for part of the trip, but I still will be spending the bulk of that time by myself. I want to visit gardens and museums, and eat Thai food, and hit Powell's bookstore which is a danger to my wallet.
    MildredHubble
    MildredHubble
    Sounds like a great trip and I hope you get to enjoy it the way you want to! Try to set a limit on your spending at the bookstore. One thing I do is to leave my debit card at home and take only cash to limit my ability to over spend. If you can pay with your phone, maybe chuck it in a bag somewhere you'd have to rummage to get at it. It's not fool proof, but the more effort it takes, the less you might be tempted :-)
    Metalhead
    My face looks like a lobster. Sunburn. And dehydration. Might have played a part in yesterday’s fall from grace, might not have.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    Confronting your past in sobriety is not a fall from grace, it is a big step toward it.
    Metalhead
    Please forgive my full blown meltdown here.
    Lou Laurinen
    Lou Laurinen
    It’s okay to ask for help if you need it
    M
    Mr. Stevens
    You exist to be the expression of yourself. You don't need a right. You add many great things to the world, and don't forget it. The bad people in your life seem to hate being themselves.
    Metalhead
    I probably should go to the dispensary before it closes to get some indica so I can sleep before my work shift tomorrow. This rage I feel within me is absolute. I am no longer afraid of it. I own it. I have a right to it.
    Metalhead
    I want to drink, I am denying myself, I must feel all of this, the only way out is through, and that sucks.
    Metalhead
    Anybody who abuses a child sexually just because they thought it would be funny at the time deserves to die.
    Lou Laurinen
    Lou Laurinen
    As a child who was sexually abused, I agree.
    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    When my aunt abused me, she was full of laughter at my humiliation. Nothing seemed funnier to her at the time than breaking my spirit. And her enabler husband is just as evil. And my mother, sister and stepfather believe these people deserve grace. Forget that:
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    This does not deserve forgiveness. Grace would be denial.
    Metalhead
    The kindest thing anybody could do for my aunt and uncle would be to blow their brains out and liberate their son and daughter. They are horribly unhappy according to everybody else in the family - this calls for euthanasia which I am usually not a huge fan of.
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